Seduced by a Dandy ~ The first novelette from "Different Desire", a Gay Victorian Romance and Erotic novelette collection

losing the battle between self-discipline and lust and finally give in as he turned around and kissed me.
    I allowed him to embrace me and to touch me everywhere with eager hands. I had planned to re move his hands immediately, however my desire got the better of me as we kissed and I could not resist letting hi m believe that he was in command for a while. I knew I was stronger tha n he was, yet still he held a surprisingly solid grip around my neck , forcing me to kiss him back deeply. I did not mind , and perhaps , if he was desperate enough , he might even be able to hold me.
    I let him stroke my full length through my clothes and I felt him get more and more ex cited as we touched each other . I removed the last of his clothes , and when my hands found his hardness I noticed that the tip of his erection was already a little bit moist. That was good ; I wanted him to be fully aroused , however I did not want him to orgasm already , and therefore I took handful of his fair honey-coloured hair and pulled him slowly away from me. He uttered a smal l cry when I pulled his hair, however it was not a cry entirely of pain, but it was mixed with delight as well. Oh , I thought. So he is one of them. I see .. . Indeed, it could be rather beneficial if he had problem s differentiating between pleasure and pain when he was very excited .
    To demonstrate that I was once again in charge , I wrapped his wrists in my hands tightly , just firm ly enough to hold him , and like before he resisted a little. I increased my grip while I pressed myself against him so that our erections met. As I had anticipated , it made him struggle even more, and I felt all his muscles tense against my body as I strained to hold him, wondering how he would explain the peculiar bruises around his wrists in the morning if anyone should notice .
    “ Should I punish you for not doing what you are told?” I asked softly just to see what kind of reaction I woul d get. I was rewarded by a quiet whimper and a shiver of anticipation . “Or perhaps I shall just see how far I can tempt you before you will beg me to please you?”
    This comment was followed by a small growl and I saw him look at me with jade-green eyes , desperate, but also a little fierce. No, definitively not an innocent lamb , I thought. He made a new attempt to kiss me, but I denied him.
    “None of that,” I said and not until I felt him relax did I kiss him. “There, better, ” I mumbled between kisses, but I still held his wrists as I guided him to the waiting bed.
     
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    I had no idea what to expect or what he meant, however after he had resolutely positioned me on the large four - poster bed , I watched him undress in front of me. He was truly one of the most attractive men I had ever met , and to see him slowly remove layer after layer of lace and elegant clothes could be described only as enthralling. I marvelled at his body and the sight of him made me swallow hard . His skin was dark and alluring , and his body was strong and muscular but not heavy. Without all the soft silk lace his body radiated perfect masculinity. There w as no softness, only hard angle s and firmness. His body could never have been designed for anything else than temptation and ruin.
    I had not thought it was possible to get more a roused , however I had been wrong. In fact , I had to stifle the urge to stroke myself while he undressed. Finally he removed the last pieces of clothing , and he stood there in front of me naked, erect , and stunningly handsome .
    “Lie down on the bed,” he said softly , and I lay down on my back. At this stage I would happily have swallowed arseni c if he had asked me to , and I hurriedly did what he asked. I wanted to please him , and I had rapidly learned that good behaviour was indeed rewarded .
    He rummaged through his bedside table d rawer and held up a small dark glass bottle with a handwritten label.
    “This is called ‘ Rose oil ’ . It is known for many things: Its bouquet , its expensiveness, and its abil ity to restore beautiful skin. Less known is that it can drive a man to the brink of insanity. If you know how to use it properly, that is,” he said and smiled before he continued:
    “Turn around.”
    I did as I was told and I felt him straddle me, leaning gently against me and I moaned under the sensation of his weight against me. This was similar to when he had pressed against me from behind when he teased me , but more stimulating and intimate as