Silent Fall
records, which they might do if she stays missing?"
"Exactly why I should call. I can argue that why would I try to contact her if I knew she was dead?" As heâd expected, Ericaâs voice mail picked up. He waited for the beep and then said, "Erica, itâs Dylan. Hope youâre all right. Call me back, would you? Iâm very worried about you, and I want to know why you drugged me and left me in the woods."
"Youâre pretty clever," Catherine commented.
"Iâve spent a fair amount of time on criminal cases the past year. Iâve picked up a few things. You seem to know a lot about the police as well, for a woman who lives a quiet life in a seaside town," he said pointedly, knowing there was far more to her past than sheâd revealed.
"Itâs no secret that I grew up in foster care and on the streets. Iâm not naive when it comes to law enforcement. Like you, Iâve picked up a few tricks over the years. What about Ericaâs work? Her colleagues might know where she would stay if she wasnât at home."
"Iâll call them tomorrow. Her modeling agency wonât be open on a Sunday, and she hasnât worked at the Metro Club since the Ravino case broke."
"What about Ericaâs friends?" Catherine asked as she got to her feet. "Do you know any of them?"
"No."
"Family?"
"We talked mostly about Ravino."
"When you talked," she said dryly.
"Iâm not going to try to pretty up my one-night stand, Catherine," he said bluntly. "It was what it was."
"At least youâre honest about it," she said with a sigh. "Most men pretend they have deeper intentions when they donât."
"Are you speaking from experience?"
"Perhaps."
"You donât seem the type to have had many casual affairs."
"What type is that?" she asked.
"The easy-come, easy-go kind of woman. Nothing is easy about you, as far as I can tell."
"You donât know me very well."
She was right. He didnât know her, but he wanted to. She was different from anyone heâd ever met, and he was a sucker for secrets. Finding the truth was the driving mantra of his life. He couldnât walk past a mystery without trying to solve it, and Catherine was definitely a puzzle to him.
"Actually," she added, interrupting his thoughts, "I think sex can be easy. Itâs intimacy thatâs much more difficult. You can give away your body, disconnect -- Â but your heart, your mind, thatâs a whole different thing."
"I wouldnât have thought youâd want one without the other -- sex without love, love without intimacy. You have so much... Youâre so..." He couldnât find the right words to describe her.
"I have so much what?" she asked, curious.
"Passion. Intensity. Depth. Youâre emotional. Youâre sensitive."
"Thatâs why intimacy is more difficult. It takes a lot out of me. It opens me up and makes me vulnerable," she confessed. "And the intensity I have... it scares people. No one really wants to see the future, not even when they think they do. Youâll be scared one day, too, and youâll leave, and youâll hope to God you never see me again."
"Youâve already scared me, and Iâm still here," he reminded her.
"For the moment. It will get worse, especially when you start to believe in me, which you havenât done yet."
She was right. He still didnât trust her sixth sense, so to speak, but he doubted that would ever happen. "Why are you trying to warn me away?"
"Because you and I... we shouldnât get involved." She paused, biting down on her bottom lip, her deep blue gaze fixed on his. "Even if we..."
"Even if we what?" he asked, unsettled by the way she was looking at him now -- not like a psychic but like a woman, a woman who wanted him. His body hardened as his mind immediately stripped off her clothes. She would not appreciate that he was now imagining her naked, her beautiful breasts filling his hands. Or maybe she already knew what he was thinking. There was knowledge in her eyes, as well as desire.
"Even if we have an attraction. I feel the pull between us," she said simply. "Donât you?"
"Uh, yeah, sure." He cleared his throat. "Are you saying you want to have sex with me?" His body began to sing with anticipation.
She hesitated and then said, "Maybe I do. But not now." She turned quickly and headed toward the door.
"Hey, where are you going? Weâre in the middle of something, in case you hadnât
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