Stage of Desire - Gay Fantasy and Romance

sure I was on my way out of Thailand and I
was starting to grieve my loss of Mahiti.
    When he arrived on Friday evening I was still in bed and
when I saw him I just fell into his arms and cried. He was frantic by
the time I managed to tell him my tail of woe. The weekend was a
disaster full of tears. Mahiti went back to Uni. on Monday and I went
back to work ready for the worst. I was dressed immaculately to
boost my failing ego because I thought I would be leaving this job. I
was still heavily bruised but the pain and the stiffness were mostly
gone thanks to Mahiti giving me lots of herbal baths and covering
me in salves.
The boss was sat in the armchair in my looking very serious.
     
“Sit down Kit.”
     
I did, not behind my desk because I thought that was at an
end, I picked a straight back chair next to the boss.
     
“Your job is safe, unless you fly again in an unfit state.”
     
I looked shocked, but not as shocked as I did when he spoke
again.
     
“Stand up again Kit and strip naked.”
     
I did and flushed as red as a beetroot stood in front of him.
     
“Turn round completely.”
     
I did.
    “Ok, get dressed again. I just wanted to see what
improvements there were since last week and what makes you such a
high paid sex star.”
He was grinning as he said that.
     
Once I was dressed he pointed to my desk chair and I went
round and sat down in a state of shock.
    “You will not have any more trouble from the Major. Doug
Holden made a statement at my behest. The Major has received a
severe reprimand and loss of seniority, the other lieutenant has been
thrown out. Doug Holden will be your new check captain and he
assures me he will go to the club if he wants to see you naked again.
You can continue to work for Adisak Mungkung as long as you are
discreet and it doesn‟t affect your work here. Remember what you
stand to lose, I understand Mahiti is a wonderful friend and you still
haven‟t brought him to dinner.”
    I broke down again. The boss actually walked round the desk
and cuddled me. He was old enough to be my Dad and so it felt right.
I wondered who he really was, he obviously had influence with the
military command, but was also acquainted with Adisak. One day I
would find out.
    Crisis over, I phoned Mahiti. Him relaxing until we saw each
other at the weekend meant a fantastic time. I thought I had lost him
and the backlash was some incredible loving.
    The next week I decided to go back to the club. Toy was
back from Chiang Mai so I moved him into my second bedroom and
we talked about the show. After the animalism of my off show life I
wanted something tender as well as sexy for the stage.
“I want us to come up with an act where I make love to you
not just rape you. How do you feel about that?”
     
“I would like that Kit, I like it when you make love to me.”
    He had half hooded eyes as he said it and I wanted to make
love to him then and there. He was a really nice little guy but it was
my lust for him that drove me. Mahiti was a wonderful lover but Toy
was far and away the most incredibly sexy and beautiful boy I had
ever seen.
    Until Toy and I could come up with a new act I resumed
with Chou and Am introducing more cp into it and of course plenty
of anal sex. Toy returned at the same time but as a host. He stood
outside indicating to passers by that they should come in, very
successful with him being so beautiful. I heard waiters being asked if
Toy was available to buy out for the night and when told no, offered
as much as 5,000 Baht for him. That was 2 ½ times the going rate.
For Thailand that was a lot of money, he could have gone back to
Chiang Mai a wealthy boy after only a year, but I was pleased he
didn‟t, I had no rights over this boy but I would have been devastated
if he had been going to bed with all the old fat Americans and Brits
who frequented the club. (Some years later his fidelity paid off when
he became the lover of Salem after Justin was killed).
I had no flights on Saturday so I was surprised when the boss
asked me to go into work for a quick flight.
    “Kit, we are going to have a look at my house in daylight. I
have put in a helipad and had it lit with discreet lighting so as not to
blind you. There is also an illuminated wind sock. You will be able
to make an approach from about 270 degrees of the compass. The
house will preclude the other 90 degrees but that is invariably the
crosswind side. If that looks satisfactory you can shoot a couple of
approaches