Stage of Desire - Gay Fantasy and Romance

laughter and we all showered nearly cumming again.
     
Adisak sat with me after I was dressed.
    “We ought to have a fuck marathon with you one night Kit,
see how many times you can cum with different partners. I am sure
we could recruit some of the other boys to take you and I know Am
and Chou, plus all the others I am sure would be delighted to try
getting you hard.”
This was getting silly I didn‟t think of myself as a sex
machine.
     
“We could run a book on how many times you cum.”
Now it was getting seriously silly and Adisak broke down laughing.
    We took a whole week to let the act between Toy and I build
up to me fucking him and every show the audience was screaming
for more. For the first time I thought I might not be the big draw. I
was sure every man in the audience wanted to be me to get his hands
on Toy. Before they had all wanted to be Am or Chou to get their
hands on me. First show each evening Am, Chou and I found new
routines always culminating in me fucking either or both of them.
The late show was Toy and I, but to maximise the income we laid on
a 0130 show on the night I was to fuck Toy, announced after the
midnight show when he sucked me to orgasm and was opened up by
me using my fingers and a dildo. It was another night when I picked
up 10,000 Baht and none of the boys had a night without a punter.
    Toy came back to the hotel with Mahiti and me that night so
that he could luxuriate in my shower. We both pampered him and
played with him before taking him to bed for a cuddle sandwich. I
knew Mahiti was very horny but he told me he wanted us to make
love together after Toy left in the morning. We did and it was
magical. Afterwards we devoured a big breakfast I had sent up and
we talked.
“You appear to be very comfortable with Toy now Lover.”
    “Mmm, I think he is very cute and I love the occasional
threesomes we have. I don‟t feel threatened by him anymore either,
not even after last night‟s shows when you were very tender to him
even though it was supposed to be a rape scene.”
    “Yes I know, I couldn‟t deliberately hurt him, he is such a
gentle little boy, I find it difficult to believe he is legal. When I move
into my apartment Mahiti, how would you feel if I invite Toy to take
the second bedroom? It would save him so much money as he
doesn‟t turn tricks.”
“Oh yes Kit that would be nice.”
     
“What about when you return to Uni. and there are just he
and I there?”
     
“Would you make love to him sometimes?”
     
“Probably, and let him sleep with me.”
“What if I say I don‟t want that Kit?”
     
“Then it won‟t happen. None of it, because I don‟t think I
would trust myself not to touch him if he was only in the next room.”
     
“I guess it doesn‟t matter either way. If you want Toy you
will have him, with or without my consent.”
     
I nodded because of course he was correct, it would be so
easy to do it with Toy anytime I wanted.
     
Tears sprung to his eyes and he looked down before he said,
“I‟m going to lose you to Toy aren‟t I Kit?”
     
“I thought you were comfortable with our relationship?”
     
“I was until you proposed him moving in when I am not
there.”
     
I did nothing until he looked up at me again, the tears now
coursing down his face.
     
“Will it hurt you very much when it happens?”
     
He looked shocked now along with the sadness.
     
“You know it will, so you think it will happen as well?”
     
I laughed and moved across the room to take him in my
arms.
    “How many times do I have to tell you? I love you so much.
When you made love to Toy the first time I thought I might lose you
to him and I was so sad. I tried hard to hide it because I didn‟t want
to keep you out of pity. I think I am going to love you for the
remainder of my life. I don‟t even want to think about you not being
my lover. Toy is so cute he almost takes my breath away everytime I
look at him, but he is never going to replace you, never. Do you
understand that?”
“Yes Kit.”
     
He didn‟t sound very convinced so I just shrugged. I guessed
we would have to let time prove my words.
     
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Part 5
My Second Dose of Trouble
    I started to get quite busy at work and my apartment was
completed. Tom was a marvel finding good people to help me
choose furnishings, all at massive discounts so that within my budget
I had a beautifully furnished and equipped two bedroom apartment.
It was during this period, about two months after Toy