The Brass Verdict

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    Elliot leaned back in his padded chair and raised his face toward the ceiling.
    “Nina,” he said. “Mute the feed. If I need anything I will call you on the line.”
    He looked at me and opened his hands. I nodded that I was satisfied.
    “Thank you, Walter. Now let’s get to work.”
    “I have a question first.”
    “Sure.”
    “Is this the meeting where I tell you I didn’t do it and then you tell me that it doesn’t matter to you whether I did it or not?”
    I nodded.
    “Whether you did it or not is irrelevant, Walter. It’s what the state can prove beyond a-”
    “No!”
    He slammed an open palm down on the table. It sounded like a shot. I was startled but hoped I didn’t show it.
    “I am tired of that legal bullshit! That it doesn’t matter whether I did it, only what can be proved. It does matter! Don’t you see? It does matter. I need to be believed, goddamnit! I need
you
to believe me. I don’t care what the evidence is against me. I did
NOT
do this. Do you understand me? Do you believe me? If my own lawyer doesn’t believe me or care, then I don’t have a chance.”
    I was sure Nina was going to come charging in to see if everything was all right. I leaned back in my padded chair and waited for her and to make sure Elliot was finished.
    As expected, one of the doors opened and Nina was about to step in. But Elliot dismissed her with a wave of his hand and a harsh command not to bother us. The door closed again and he locked eyes with me. I held my hand up to stop him from speaking. It was my turn.
    “Walter, there are two things I have to concern myself with,” I said calmly. “Whether I understand the state’s case and whether I can knock it down.”
    I tapped a finger on the discovery file as I spoke.
    “At the moment I do understand the state’s case. It’s straightforward prosecution one-oh-one. The state believes that they have motive and opportunity in spades.
    “Let’s go with motive first. Your wife was having an affair and that made you angry. Not only that, but the prenuptial agreement she signed twelve years before had vested and the only way you could get rid of her without splitting everything up was to kill her. Next is opportunity. They have the time your car left through the gate at Archway that morning. They’ve made the run and timed it again and again and say you could’ve easily been at the Malibu house at the time of the killings. That is opportunity.
    “And what the state is counting on is motive and opportunity being enough to sway the jury and win the day, while the actual evidence against you is quite thin and very circumstantial. So my job is to figure out a way of making the jury understand that there is a lot of smoke here but no real fire. If I do that, then you walk away.”
    “I still want to know if you believe I am innocent.”
    I smiled and shook my head.
    “Walter, I’m telling you, it doesn’t matter.”
    “It does to me. One way or the other, I need to know.”
    I relented and held my hands up in surrender.
    “All right, then, I’ll tell you what I think, Walter. I have studied the file forwards and backwards. I’ve read everything in here at least twice and most of it three times. I have now been out to the beach house where this unfortunate event happened and studied the geography of these murders. I have done all of that and I can see the very real possibility that you are innocent of these charges. Does that mean that I believe that you are an innocent man? No, Walter, it doesn’t. I’m sorry but I have been doing this too long, and the reality is, I haven’t seen too many innocent clients. So the best I can tell you is that I don’t know. If that’s not good enough for you, then I am sure you will have no trouble finding a lawyer who will tell you exactly what you want to hear, whether he believes it or not.”
    I rocked back in my chair while awaiting his response. He clasped his hands together on the table in front of him while he chewed on my words and then he finally nodded.
    “Then, I guess that is the best I can ask for,” he said.
    I tried to let out my breath without his noticing. I still had the case. For the moment.
    “But you know what I do believe, Walter?”
    “What do you believe?”
    “That you’re holding out on me.”
    “Holding out? What are you talking about?”
    “There’s something I don’t know about this case and you are holding back on it with me.”
    “I don’t know what you