The Crippled God

nodded back.
    Just as the heavies weren’t all oxen, the regulars weren’t all pack-mules. They’d seen, they’d listened. They’d made up their minds. And that was good.
    Better that than killing them all, wasn’t it? That’d take all night. Or even longer .
    ‘Found him, Fist,’ said Captain Raband.
    Kindly turned to Balm. ‘Pull everybody back now – this is between me and Blistig, understood?’
    The sergeant nodded, and then hesitated. ‘Fist? You’re going to kill him, ain’t ya?’
    ‘Sergeant?’
    ‘Well, sir, it’s just … if you ain’t gonna, cause of some rules or something, a word to Throatslitter, or Smiles who’s in Tarr’s squad, or—’
    ‘Marine, listen well to what I’m about to say. Unless you want to see one of your marines executed, you will not touch Fist Blistig. Am I understood?’
    ‘Begging your pardon, Fist, but come the sun’s rise, we’re all gonna be crawling, if that. So that kinda threat don’t mean much, if you see what I mean. We got us a list under Blistig’s name, Fist, and we’re expecting you to carve a nice red line right through it, starting with him.’
    ‘You are talking mutiny, Sergeant.’
    ‘Ugly word, that one, sir. What did the Bridgeburners call it? Culling .Old Malazan habit, right? Picked it up from the Emperor himself, in fact, and then the Empress, who did the same.’
    ‘As she sought to do with the Wickans, Sergeant, or have you forgotten?’
    ‘Aye, easy to get carried away, sir. But tonight we’re talking one man.’
    Kindly glanced across at Raband, who stood waiting. ‘Is the Fist alone, captain?’
    ‘No sir. Fist Sort and Captain Skanarow are with him, along with Captain Ruthan Gudd. There’s been an accusation voiced, sir – I was planning on telling you on the way, but,’ and he shot Balm a look, ‘Ruthan Gudd says there’s blood on Blistig’s knife. Pores’s blood.’
    Balm swore. ‘Togg’s bloody jowls! By his own hand? ’
    Raband shrugged.
    ‘Lead on, Captain,’ Kindly said, so quiet the words barely carried.
    Balm watched them go.
    Deadsmell followed a pace behind his guide. Ahead, the other T’lan Imass had raised a tarp. Lanterns were lit, shutters slipped back, wicks turned up and blazing. It had been a long way back along the trail, forty or more paces. Nearby squatted a wagon. In the harsh light beneath the tarp, he saw Pores’s body.
    Blood everywhere. He won’t survive this . He edged past the T’lan Imass and made his way under the tarp, falling to his knees beside Pores. Studied the wound. This is a bleeder. Above the heart. He should be already dead . But he could see the faint pulse, pushing out thinning trickles of blood. The man’s breathing was shallow, rasping. Not a lung, too. Please, not a lung . ‘I’ve got no magic here,’ he said, looking up and seeing nothing but withered, lifeless faces staring back down at him. Shit, no help there .
    He stared back down at Pores. ‘Seen the insides of plenty of people,’ he muttered. ‘Living and dead. Well. Had a teacher, once, a priest. Dresser of the dead. He had some radical notions. Gods, why not? He’s going to die either way.’
    Deadsmell drew out his sewing kit. ‘Said it should be possible to go right inside a body, clamp the bleeder, and then sew it back together, right there inside. Not that it’ll help much if he’s got a punctured lung too. But no blood froth at the mouth. Not yet. So … I guess I’ll give it a try.’ He looked up. ‘Two of you, I need your hands – I need the wound held open, wide as you can make it – gods, those are foul-looking fingers you Imass got.’
    ‘There is nothing living on our hands,’ said one of them.
    ‘What’s that got to do with anything?’ Deadsmell asked.
    ‘We will carry no infection into his flesh, healer.’
    ‘No, but the knife blade that did this probably has.’
    ‘His bleeding has cleaned the wound, healer. The greatest risk of infection will be from your hands, and your tools.’
    Threading a needle with gut, Deadsmell scowled. ‘That old priest shared your opinion. But there’s nothing I can do about that, is there?’
    ‘No.’
    Deadsmell’s vision spun momentarily, and then steadied once more. Unbelievable. I’m dying, even as I’m trying to save another man from doing the same. And really, is there any point to this?
    Two Imass had knelt, reaching to prise open the wound.
    ‘Dig your fingers in – I need to see as much as I can. No, wait, now all I