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The Distance Between Us

The Distance Between Us

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Autoren: Kasie West
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in this moment.
    He pulls away a little and I take a gulp of air. I lie back on the grass because my bones can no longer hold me up. He lies sideways next to me, propping himself up on his elbow.
    “I bought a dress,” I say in my state of bliss.
    “Um . . . how exciting.”
    “If you want me to I can go to the benefit with you on Saturday.”
    “If?” He shakes his head. “I would love for you to come to the benefit. I just thought you were dead set against it. Yes. Come.” He kisses me again and I laugh against his lips. I bury my fingers in the hair at the back of his neck. He squeezes my side and I laugh again.
    I didn’t hear any footsteps or the jingling of keys. All I hear is someone clear their throat. I sit up too fast and blood rushes up the back of my head, causing the edges of my vision to blur for a moment. But blurry or not, I can still see my mom’s face staring down at us, filled with anger.

Chapter 34

    F or some reason I giggle. Maybe because I still can’t control the happy pounding of my heart. Maybe because I’m still so angry with my mom for all the secrets she’s been keeping that seeing her angry with me brings some satisfaction. Or maybe because I have absolutely no idea what to say. Whatever the case, a giggle sounds funny in the otherwise still night. “Hi.”
    She looks at Xander, starting at his freshly cut hair and ending on his expensive shoes. Then her contemptuous look is back on me. “I’ll see you at home.” And with that she walks away. I suck in my lips to stop myself from laughing. When she rounds the corner I lie back and pull Xander down with me. I kiss him but he resists.
    “Caymen, wait.”
    “What?”
    “She doesn’t know about us?”
    “You knew that.”
    “No. I didn’t. I thought after I introduced myself to her that you would tell her.”
    I feel awful. That’s exactly what I was supposed to do. What I was going to force myself to do before the answering machine message of doom. “Why would you think that? I pretended like I didn’t know you.”
    “I thought you were joking around. I thought . . .”
    I am not doing well tonight in the Making Xander Feel Special category. I run my fingers up his wrist and then push our palms together. “I’m sorry. My mom has a history that has jaded her a bit. And I was going to tell her but then everything happened. I’ll tell her.”
    “I think you just did.”
    I giggle again.
    One corner of his mouth lifts into a half-smile. “So is Eddie’s open right now? Let’s go eat.”
     
    Xander leans against his car, licking the last bit of muffin off his fingers. “I didn’t realize you had such an in with Eddie. The whole back-door-after-closing-secret-knock. You could’ve told me this months ago.”
    “I don’t share the few advantages I have.” I toss the empty paper bag into one of the trash cans that line our street. When I turn back to face him he pulls me against him. I let out a little yelp of surprise.
    He buries his face in the crook of my neck.
    “I should probably go. My mom is waiting patiently to yell at me. Better get it over with.”
    “Is she going to be okay with this? With us?” His voice comes out muffled against my neck.
    I trace patterns in his hair with my fingers and smile. “She’ll be fine once she gets to know you. I mean, how can she not like Xander Spence?”
    “This is true.” He kisses me once then releases me.
    I start to walk away then turn back. He’s leaning against his car watching me go, a sweet smile on his face. I stumble but then catch myself with a little laugh. “Have fun in Florida.”
     
    The doll store is dark but the stairs in the back are lit. I take a deep breath and walk up them slowly, not ready to face the anger I saw burning in my mother’s eyes. I’m too happy. I don’t want my mom to ruin this after-kiss high I’m on. Maybe she’ll be asleep. Maybe this will blow over. I laugh at myself. That’ll never happen.
    The door lets out a whine as I open it. I can almost feel the tension hanging in the air waiting to combust. My mom sits stiffly at the kitchen table. The room is dim; only the under-cabinet lights shine onto the countertops. I flip on a light.
    “How long?” is the first thing she says.
    “A couple months.”
    “He’s the boy you’ve been spending time with?”
    “Yes.”
    “What about Mason? I thought you and Mason . . .”
    I shake my head no. “We’re just friends.”
    She stands to face me. “Where did you

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