The Invisible Ring

fool.”
    “About what?” Jared waited. Hoped. All the talks he and Talon had had during the long winter nights hadn’t eased his doubts because Talon didn’t really understand what it meant to be a pleasure slave. But if there was anyone who could understand how deeply that kind of slavery wounded a man, it was Daemon Sadi.
    “There are many shades and flavors of love, Jared,” Daemon said quietly. “Not all of them have the richness and the depth to be Gold. You have a chance at something many men only dream of. Don’t let the Gold slip through your fingers.”
    Jared carefully refilled their glasses. “Is it fair to hinder a strong Queen with a Consort who has a degrading past?”
    “Is it fair to deny the woman a man who loves her with everything that’s in him?” Daemon countered.
    “I was a pleasure slave for nine years.”
    “Nine years,” Daemon snarled impatiently. “What’s nine years compared to centuries ?”
    “Would you ask a Queen to accept you as her husband?”
    “In a heartbeat.”
    Jared sat back, awed and a little frightened by the terrible yearning that filled Daemon’s eyes.
    “You love someone,” he whispered. “Who?” He bit his tongue, instantly regretting the question.
    Daemon’s smile was gentle and a little self-mocking. “I don’t know. She hasn’t been born yet. But I’ve loved, and served, her all my life. I’ll love no other. And I’ll serve no other willingly.” Reaching across the table, he laid his hand over Jared’s. “Don’t let the Gold slip away, Jared. Don’t spend the rest of your life regretting that you didn’t take the risk.”
    Daemon drained his glass and rose. “I have to go.”
    Jared stood, too. There were so many things he wanted to say, but words weren’t enough. Taking a deep breath, he gripped Daemon’s shoulders, opened his inner barriers, and let his feelings flow through his hands—his gratitude, his friendship, and the sincere hope that Daemon would someday find his Lady.
    A little embarrassed, he stepped back. “May the Darkness embrace you, Prince Sadi.”
    Daemon cupped Jared’s face in his hands and kissed him softly on the mouth. “And you, Lord Jared. And you.”
    Jared remained long after Daemon had gone. He picked up his glass, then set it down untouched.
    Taking one last look around, Jared left the traveler’s inn.
    It was time to go to Grayhaven.
    It was time to take the risk.

    Chapter Forty-two

    “Excuse me,” Jared called. He urged the bay gelding closer to the kneeling woman and bit back his impatience. He’d spent the past hour wandering around the Grayhaven estate, following the vague directions he’d been given. Lady Lia, he’d been told, was out gathering a few plants. Just follow the path there and he’d come to her by and by.
    He’d followed that path and several offshoots. Every person he’d seen along the way had cheerfully pointed him in a different direction.
    Well, the woman who hadn’t answered him seemed intent on the same task so, hopefully, he was getting closer. Maybe she was a servant who had accompanied Lia. A lower servant, he decided, raking his eyes over the shabby clothes and the wide-brimmed straw hat that looked as if it had been run over by a couple of heavy wagons.
    “If I could have a moment of your time.” Hell’s fire, any servant accompanying a Queen should dress better—
    The woman stood, pulled off her hat, and turned around.
    Jared stared at the flowing gray hair, at the gray eyes, at the Gray Jewel hanging from the gold chain around her neck.
    Dismounting, he said meekly, “I beg your pardon, Lady. I didn’t mean to disturb you.”
    The air around him chilled. The gelding snorted, and backed away as far as it could.
    “You must be Lord Jared,” Grizelle said coldly.
    Jared swallowed hard. “You’ve heard of me?”
    “You’re the Warlord whose courage and honor helped a young Queen survive a dangerous journey.” Grizelle’s voice became knife-sharp. “And you’re the ass who made my granddaughter cry.”
    Jared hunched his shoulders, but his heart leaped in hope. He kept his eyes focused on the ground between them. “I needed time, Lady. I needed to shed my slave skin.” He glanced up.
    Grizelle studied him from head to toe. “It seems you succeeded.”
    There was no softening in her expression or her voice.
    Jared felt a shiver start in the soles of his feet and work its way up his body. This was the Gray Lady, who was still the Queen of Dena Nehele and who could banish him from her Territory.
    And this was the family matriarch