The King's Blood

Right now, they’re frightened of me. Of what I might do. And they’re backing away. If Ashford takes back a report that I’m half mad and dying, that song changes. The last time you brought me advice, I turned you away and came within days of handing my child to a man with plans to kill him. So far as I know you’re still in control of your own bladder. It makes you more competent than your king. So tell me. What do I do?”
    Dawson stood and tried to gather his windswept mind. He felt like he’d just fought a duel. His body had the sense of expended effort and exhaustion, even though he’d done nothing more than walk across a room and call for a servant. He had the sudden, visceral memory of pelting down a street, Prince Simeon at his side. He didn’t remember when or where it had happened, but he knew the street had smelled of rain, that Simeon had worn green and he’d worn brown. He swallowed and wiped the back of his hand across his eyes.
    “If the fits can be controlled, have the audience immediately,” he said. “Prepare beforehand, and keep it brief. No feasts, no private meals, no second audience. Something formal.”
    “And say?”
    “That you’ll give Asterilhold the time to clean its own court, but that you expect a full accounting and the heads of those who supported Maas. It’s the only option you have. We can’t fight a war. Not with you in this condition.”
    Simeon nodded slowly. His spine seemed more bent now than when Dawson had first arrived, but it might only have been that he saw now what habit had hidden before.
    “And if they can’t be controlled?”
    “Appoint someone else. An ambassador or warden. If you want someone particular, name him Warden of the White Tower. There hasn’t been one since Odderd Faskellin died. Or else… Ah, God.”
    Dawson sat again.
    “Or else?” the king prompted.
    “If you’re failing fast enough, postpone it and let the regent address it once you’re dead.”
    Simeon’s breath was sharp as a man struck.
    “That’s where we are, aren’t we?” Dawson said.
    “We may be,” Simeon said. “Thank you, old friend. That was what I needed to hear, and I don’t believe anyone else would have said the words aloud. Even if everyone were thinking them. Don’t take it amiss if I ask you to retire now. I think I need to rest.”
    “Of course, Your Majesty,” Dawson said.
    He paused in the archway and looked back. King Simeon had turned away, and Dawson could not see his face. This is the last time I will see him , Dawson thought, and then walked away.
    At the gates of the Kingspire, he waved his carriage away. He didn’t want to be carried now. He wanted to walk. The path between the Kingspire and his mansion was miles, but he didn’t care. He adjusted his sword on his belt and started off. He’d spent nights walking and running through the dark streets of Camnipol, racing horses through the empty market squares, drinking until he was too tipsy to walk a straight line and then hanging over the side of a bridge until the vertigo made his head spin. On a night like that, he’d have walked eight miles. Ten. From his dying king to his own drawing rooms weren’t half that.
    Despite its name, the Silver Bridge spanned the Division with stone and wood. Its supports dug into the walls of the great canyon, falling away as far below the city as the great tower was high. Dawson paused at the center of the span, looking south. A flock of pigeons wheeled through the shadows below him, whirling above the midden heap hidden by darkness and mist at the bottom. He stood for a long time, his mind scoured and raw. Behind him, the traffic of the city passed over the void, men and women, horses and oxen, nobles and peasants. He wept briefly.
    When he walked into the courtyard outside his mansion, an unfamiliar carriage stood by the door. The crest on its side and the colors of its cloth announced House Skestinin. The old Tralgu door servant rose and bowed, his chain rattling as he did.
    “My lord,” he said. “It is very good to see you again. The lady was concerned when your carriage returned empty. She is with Sabiha Skestinin in her private rooms. My Lord Jorey asked to have a word at your convenience. He is in your study.” Dawson nodded and the door slave bowed. Dawson’s hunting dogs greeted him just inside the hall, their wide tails flogging the air and sincere canine grins plucking at their mouths. Dawson couldn’t help smiling as he scratched