The Last Coyote

calm.
    “Listen, I-”
    “Bosch! You gotta box!”
    It was the time traveler, Nelson. He was at the window, pushing a light blue box through the opening. It was about the size of a boot box and was held closed with red tape that was cracking with age. It looked like the box was powdered with dust. Bosch didn’t bother finishing his sentence. He waved off North and went to the box.
    “Sign here,” Nelson said.
    He put a yellow slip down on top of the box. It kicked up a small dust cloud, which he waved away with his hand. Bosch signed the paper and took the box in two hands. He turned and saw North looking at him. North just nodded once. He seemed to know it wasn’t the right time to ask questions. Bosch nodded back and headed to the door.
    “Uh, Bosch?” North said. “I didn’t mean anything about what I said. About the list. No offense, okay?”
    Bosch stared at him as he pushed through the door with his back. But he didn’t say anything. He then proceeded down the hall carrying the box with two hands, as if it contained something precious.

Chapter Seventeen
    CARMEN HINOJOS was in her waiting room when Bosch got there a few minutes late. She ushered him in and waved off his apology for lateness as if it was unnecessary. She wore a dark blue suit and as he passed her in the doorway he smelled a light soapy fragrance. He took the seat on the right side of the desk near the window again.
    Hinojos smiled and Bosch wondered why. There were two chairs on the other side of the desk from her. So far, in three meetings, he had taken the same one each time. The one closest to the window. He wondered if she had taken note of this and what, if anything, it meant.
    “Are you tired?” she asked. “You don’t look like you got much sleep last night.”
    “I guess I didn’t. But I’m fine.”
    “Have you changed your mind about anything we discussed yesterday?”
    “No, not really.”
    “You are continuing this private investigation?”
    “For now.”
    She nodded in a way that told him she expected his reply.
    “I want to talk about your mother today.”
    “Why? It’s got nothing to do with why I’m here, why I’m on leave.”
    “I think it’s important. I think it will help us get to what is happening with you, what has made you take on this private investigation of yours. It might explain a lot about your recent actions.”
    “I doubt it. What do you want to know?”
    “When you spoke yesterday, you made several references to her lifestyle, but you never really came out and said what she did, what she was. Thinking about it after the session, I was wondering if you have trouble accepting what she was. To the point of not being able to say she-”
    “Was a prostitute? There, I said it. She was a prostitute. I’m a grown man, Doctor. I accept the truth. I accept the truth in anything as long as it’s the truth. I think you’re going far afield here.”
    “Perhaps. What do you feel about her now?”
    “What do you mean?”
    “Anger? Hatred? Love?”
    “I don’t think about it. Certainly not hate. I loved her at the time. After she was gone that didn’t change.”
    “What about abandonment?”
    “I’m too old for that.”
    “What about back then? Back when it happened.”
    Bosch thought a moment.
    “I’m sure there was some of that. Her lifestyle, her line of work, got her killed. And I was left behind the fence. I guess I was mad about that and felt abandoned. I was also hurt. The hurt was the worst part. She loved me.”
    “What do you mean, left behind the fence?”
    “I told you yesterday. I was in McClaren, the youth hall.”
    “Right. So her death prevented you from leaving there, correct?”
    “For a while.”
    “How long?”
    “I was there on and off until I was sixteen. I lived a few months two different times with some fosters but I always got sent back. Then, when I was sixteen, another couple took me. I was with them until I was seventeen. I found out later that they kept getting the DPSS checks for a year after I’d split.”
    “DPSS?”
    “Department of Public Social Services. Now they call it the Division of Youth Services. Anyway, when you took a kid into your home as foster parents, you got a monthly support payment. A lot of people took kids in just for those checks. I’m not saying these people did, but they never told DPSS I wasn’t in their home anymore after I left.”
    “I understand. Where were you?”
    “ Vietnam.”
    “Wait a minute, let’s go