The Last Gentleman
will leave.â
âWhat is that?â
âDr. Vaught, Kitty and I are getting married. I am going to take a good position with your father, settle down on the South Ridge, and, I hope, raise a family.â
âYes,â said Sutter after a pause.
âI think Iâm going to be a pretty fair member of the community. God knows the place could use even a small contribution of good will and understanding.â
âBeyond a doubt. Good will and understanding. Yes. Very good.â
âWell?â
âWell what?â
âWhatâs wrong with that?â
âNothing. I think youâll be very happy. In fact Iâll go further than that. I donât think youâll have any more trouble with your fugues. And I take it back: I donât think you are kidding me.â
âI see. Dr. Vaught.â
âWhat?â
âI know you think there is something wrong with ifââ
âYou do?â
âYes. I know you think there is everything wrong with it.â
âNonsense.â Sutter laughed. âWould you rather join me here?â
âNo, butââ
âBut what?â
âBut nothing.â The engineer rose. âThere is nothing wrong with it. Truthfully I see now there is nothing wrong with such a life.â
âRight!â
âIt is better to do something than do nothingâno reflection, sir.â
âNo reflection.â
âIt is good to have a family.â
âYou are quite right.â
âBetter to love and be loved.â
âAbsolutely.â
âTo cultivate whatever talents one has.â
âCorrect.â
âTo make a contribution, however small.â
âHowever small.â
âTo do oneâs best to promote tolerance and understanding between the races, surely the most pressing need before the country.â
âBeyond question the most pressing need. Tolerance and understanding. Yes.â
The engineer flushed. âWell, isnât it better?â
âYes.â
âViolence is bad.â
âViolence is not good.â
âIt is better to make love to oneâs wife than to monkey around with a lot of women.â
âA lot better.â
âI am sure I am right.â
âYou are right.â
The engineer gazed gloomily at the chuck wagon, a large red dining cottage across the quadrangle. Cookie, a Chinese with a black cap and a queue, came out and seizing the branding iron rang it around the iron triangle.
âYou know, Dr. Vaught, I have lived a rather abnormal and solitary life and have tended to get things backwards. My father was a proud and solitary man. I had no other family. For a long time I have had a consuming desire for girls, for the coarsest possible relations with them, without knowing how to treat them as human beings. No doubt, as you suggested, a good part of my nervous condition stems from this abnormal relationshipâor lack of relationshipââ
âAs I suggested? I never suggested any such goddamn thing.â
âAt any rate,â the engineer went on hurriedly, looking down at the other, âI think I see for the first time the possibility of a happy, useful life.â
âGood. So?â
âDr. Vaught, why was that man screaming?â
âWhat man?â
âThe man you told me aboutâthe Deke from Vanderbiltâwith the lovely wife and childrenâyou know.â
âOh, Scotty. Christ, Barrett, for somebody with fugues, youâve got quite a memory.â
âYes sir.â
âDonât worry about Scotty. You wonât scream. I can assure you, you will not scream.â
âThen it is better not to?â
âAre you asking me?â
âYes.â
Sutter shrugged.
âYou have nothing more to tell me?â
âNo, Barrett, nothing.â To his surprise, Sutter answered him quietly, without making a face or cursing.
The engineer laughed with relief. âFor the first time I think I really might live like other menârejoin the human race.â
âI hope youâll all be happy. You and the race, I mean.â
âOh, I forgot something. It was something Kitty said to tell you. God, Iâm selfish.â
âBut in the future youâre going to be unselfish.â
âWhat? Oh. Yes,â said the engineer, smiling. He declined to conspire with Sutterâs irony. âKitty said to tell you Lamar was going to
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