The Mask
treatment?
Do you know what hypnotic regression therapy is?
Jane was suddenly frightened. Several times since the accident, she had made a conscious, concerted effort to remember who she was, but on each occasion, as she felt herself coming close to a disturbing revelation, she had become dizzy, disoriented, and panicky. When she pressed her mind back, back, back toward the truth, a psychological defense mechanism cut off her curiosity as abruptly as a stranglers garrote might have cut off her air supply. And every time, on the edge of unconsciousness, she saw a strange, silvery object swinging back and forth through blackness, an utterly indecipherable yet blood-chilling vision. She sensed there was something hideous in her past, something so terrible that she would be better off not remembering. She had just about made up her mind not to seek what had been lost, to accept her new life as a nameless orphan, even though it might be filled with hardships. But through hypnotic regression therapy, she could be forced to confront the specter in her past, whether she wanted to or not. That prospect filled her with dread.
Are you all right? Carol asked.
The girl blinked, licked her lips. Yeah. I was just thinking about what you said. Hypnotic regression. Does that mean youre going to put me in a trance and make me remember everything?
Well, it isnt that easy, honey. Theres no guarantee itll work. Ill hypnotize you and ask you to think back to the accident on Thursday morning; then Ill nudge you further and further into the past. If youre a good subject, you might remember who you are and where you come from. Hypnotic regression is a tool that comes in handy sometimes when Im trying to get a patient to relive a deeply hidden, severely regressed trauma. Ive never used the technique on an amnesia victim, but I know its applicable to a case like yours. Of course, it only works about half the time. And when it does work, it takes more than one or two sessions. It can be a tedious, frustrating process. Were not going to get much of anywhere tomorrow, and in fact your parents will probably show up before Ive been able to help you remember. But we might as well make a start. That is, if its all right with you.
She didnt want Carol to know that she was afraid to remember, so she said, Oh, sure! It sounds fascinating.
Ive got four patients scheduled for tomorrow, but I can work you in at eleven oclock. Youll have to spend a lot of time in the waiting room, before and after your session, so first thing in the morning, well find a book for you to take along. Do you like to read mystery stories?
I guess so.
Agatha Christie?
The names familiar, but I dont know whether Ive ever read any of her books.
You can try one tomorrow. If you were a big fan of mysteries, maybe Agatha Christie will open your memory for you. Any stimulus, any connection whatsoever with your past can act like a doorway. She leaned down, kissed Janes forehead. But dont worry about it now. Just get a good nights sleep, kiddo.
After Carol left the room, closing the door behind her, Jane didnt immediately switch off the light. She let her gaze travel slowly around the room and then slowly back again, her eyes resting on each point of beauty.
Please, God, she thought, let me stay here. Somehow, some way, let me stay in this house forever and ever. Dont make me go back where I came from, wherever that might be. This is where I want to live. This is where I want to die, its so pretty.
Finally, she reached out and snapped off the bedside lamp.
Darkness folded in like bat wings.
Using a piece of Masonite and four nails, Grace Mitowski fixed a temporary seal over the inside of the pet door.
Aristophanes stood in the center of the kitchen, his head cocked to one side, watching her with bright-eyed interest. Every, few seconds, he meowed in what seemed to be an inquisitive tone.
When the last nail was in place, Grace said, Okay, cat. For the time being, your license to roam has been suspended. There might be a man out there whos been feeding you small amounts of drugs or poison of some sort, and maybe thats been the cause of your bad behavior. Well just have to wait and see if you improve. Have you been flying high on drugs, you silly cat?
Aristophanes meowed questioningly.
Yes, Grace said. I know it sounds bizarre. But if its not some
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