The Mask
it scares me.
Okay. Lets go back a bit further. Using the image of the backwards-moving hands on the Mickey Mouse wristwatch, she regressed the girl another full day into the past. Now look around. Where are you?
Nowhere.
What do you see?
Nothing.
You must see something, honey.
Darkness.
Are you in a dark room?
No.
Are there walls in the darkness?
No.
Are you outdoors at night?
No.
She regressed the girl another day. Now what do you see?
Just the darkness.
There must be something else.
No.
Open your eyes, honey.
The girl obeyed. Her blue eyes were vacant, glassy. Nothing.
Carol frowned. Are you sitting or standing in that dark place?
I dont know.
What do you feel under you? A chair? A floor? A bed?
Nothing.
Reach down. Touch the floor.
There isnt a floor.
Uneasy about the direction the session was taking, Carol shifted in her chair and stared at the girl for a while, wondering what to try next.
After a few seconds, Janes eyes fluttered and went shut.
Finally, Carol said, All right. Im turning the hands of the watch counterclockwise again. Time is flowing in reverse. It will continue to flow backwards, hour by hour, day by day, faster and faster, until you stop me. I want you to stop me only when you come out of the darkness and can tell me where you are. Im turning the hands now. Backwards
backwards
Ten seconds passed in silence. Twenty. Thirty.
After a full minute, Carol said, Where are you?
Nowhere yet.
Keep going. Backwards
back in time
After another minute, Carol began to think something was wrong. She had the disquieting feeling that she was losing control of the situation and placing her patient in some kind of danger that could not be foreseen. But as she was about to call a halt to the regression and bring the girl forward again, Jane spoke at last.
The girl shot up out of the chair, onto her feet, flailing and screaming. Somebody help me! Mama! Aunt Rachael! For Gods sake, help me!
The voice wasnt Janes. It came from her mouth, through her tongue and lips, but it didnt sound at all like her. It wasnt merely distorted by panic. It was an entirely different voice from Janes. It had its own character, its own accent and tone.
Im going to die here Help! Get me out of here!
Carol was on her feet, too. Honey, stop it. Calm down.
Im on fire! Im on fire! the girl screamed, and she slapped at her clothes as if trying to put out the flames.
No! Carol said sharply. She stepped around the coffee table and managed to seize the girls arm, taking several glancing blows in the process.
Jane thrashed, tried to break loose.
Carol held on and began to talk softly but insistently to her, calming her down.
Jane stopped struggling, but she began to gasp and wheeze. Smoke, she said, gagging. So much smoke.
Carol talked her out of that, too, and gradually brought her down from the peak of hysteria.
At last Jane sank back into the wing chair. She was wan, and her forehead was strung with beads of sweat. Her blue eyes, staring into a distant place and time, looked haunted.
Carol knelt beside the chair and held the girls hand. Honey, can you hear me?
Yes.
Are you okay?
Im afraid
There is no fire.
There was. Everywhere, the girl said, still speaking with the unfamiliar voice.
There isnt any more. No fire anywhere.
If you say so.
I do. I say so. Now tell me your name.
Laura.
Do you remember your last name?
Laura Havenswood.
Carol flushed with triumph. Very good. Thats just fine. Wheres your home, Laura?
Shippensburg.
Shippensburg was a small town less than an hour from Harrisburg. It was a quiet, pleasant place that existed to serve a flourishing state college and a large number of surrounding farms.
Do you know the address where you live in Shippensburg? Carol asked.
Theres no street name. Its a farm. Just outside of town, off Walnut Bottom Road.
So you could take me there if you had to?
Oh, yes. Its a pretty place. There are a pair of stone gateposts by the verge of the county lane; they mark the entrance to our land. And theres a long drive flanked by maples, and there are big oaks around the house. Its cool and breezy in the summer with all those shade trees.
Whats your fathers first
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