The Mask
lost someone in a fire, someone you loved very much, and maybe you werent actually in a fire yourself. If thats the case, then when you were hypnotized, you might have confused your fear for that person with fear for your own life. Am I making myself clear?
I think I get what you mean. So maybe the firethe shock of itis responsible for my amnesia. And maybe my parents havent shown up to claim me because
theyre dead, burned to death.
Carol took the girls hand. Dont worry about it now, honey. I may be all wrong. I probably am. But I think its a possibility you ought to be prepared for.
The girl bit her lip, nodded. The idea scares me a little. But I dont exactly feel sad. I mean, I dont remember my folks at all, so losing them would almost be like losing strangers.
Behind them, the driver of a green Datsun blew his horn.
The light had changed. Carol let go of the girls hand and touched the accelerator. Well probe into the fire during tomorrows session.
You still think I am Laura Havenswood?
Well, for the time being, well keep calling you Jane. But I dont see why youd come up with the name Laura if it wasnt yours..
The identity didnt check out, the girl reminded her.
Carol shook her head. Thats not exactly true. We havent proved or disproved the Havenswood identity. All we know for sure is that you never lived in Shippensburg. But you must have been there at least once because the farm exists; youve seen it, if only in passing. Apparently, even under hypnosis, even regressed beyond the onset of your amnesia, your memories are tangled. I dont know how thats possible or why. Ive never encountered anything quite like it. But well work hard at untangling them for you. The problem might lie in the questions I asked and the way I asked them. Well just have to wait and see.
They rode in silence for a moment, and then the girl said, I half hope we dont get things untangled too quickly. Ever since you told me about your cabin in the mountains, Ive really been looking forward to going up there.
Oh, youll get to go. Dont worry about that. Were leaving on Friday, and even if tomorrows session goes well, we wont be able to untangle this Laura Havenswood thing that fast. I warned you, this could be a slow, complicated, frustrating process. Im surprised we made any progress at all today, and Ill be twice as surprised if we make even half as much headway tomorrow.
I guess youll be stuck with me for a while.
Carol sighed and pretended weariness. Looks that way. Oh, youre such a terrible, terrible, terrible burden. Youre just too much to bear. She took one hand off the steering wheel long enough to clutch her heart in a melodramatic gesture that made Jane giggle. Too much! Oh, oh!
You know what? the girl asked.
What?
I like you, too.
They looked at each other and grinned.
At the next red light, Jane said, Ive got a feeling about the mountains.
Whats that?
I have this strong feeling that its going to be a lot of fun up there. Really exciting. Something special. A real adventure. Her blue eyes were even brighter than usual.
After dinner, Paul suggested they play Scrabble. He set up the board on the game table in the family room, while Carol explained the rules to Jane, who couldnt remember whether or not she had ever played it before.
After winning the starting lottery, Jane went first with a twenty-two-point word that took advantage of a double-count square and the automatic double score for the first word of the game.
BLADE
Not a bad start, Paul said. He hoped the girl would win, because she got such a kick out of little things like that. The smallest compliment, the most modest triumph delighted her. But he wasnt going to throw the game just to please her; she would have to earn it, by God. He was incapable of giving the match away to anyone; regardless of the kind of game he was playing, he always put as much effort and commitment into it as he put into his work. He didnt indulge in leisure activities; he attacked them. To Jane, he said, I have a hunch youre the kind of kid who says shes never played poker beforeand quickly proceeds to win every pot in the game.
Can you bet on Scrabble? Jane asked.
You can, but we wont, Paul said.
Scared?
Terrified. Youd wind up with the house.
Id let you
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