The Thanatos Syndrome
think weâve got about five minutes. Mrs. Cheney will bring Claude, all right, but the others will be coming too. Ricky and I are going to talk a little bit, maybe play a card game. Uncle, I think it would be a good idea for you to stand outside. When you see the others coming, give a couple of knocks, okay?â
âDonât worry about a damn thing,â says the uncle, not quite sure what is going on but glad to do something.
âAll right, Uncle. Do this. Keep your eye peeled on the big house. When you see anyone come out and head this way, knock twice.â
âNo problem,â says the uncle, glad to get back to his shotgun.
âRicky, where is Greenville, Mississippi?â
âThatâsââRicky is practicing some trick of ducking his big head rhythmically to make the sofa creakââone hundred and thirty miles south of Memphis, one hundred miles north of Vicksburg, on the river.â
âWhereâs Wichita, Kansas?â
He doesnât stop ducking, but I notice that he closes his eyes and frowns as if he is reading the back of his thin veined eyelids. âAbout a hundred and twenty-five miles southwest of Kansas City.â
âDo you know your multiplication tables?â
He shrugs, goes on ducking.
âHow about your sevens?â
âYou mean going by the tables?â
âYes.â
âSure.â But he strikes out, doesnât know seven times three.
âWhatâs the biggest sunfish youâve caught?â
He shows me.
âWhatâs eighty-seven times sixty-one?â
He doesnât stop ducking but closes his eyes. âFive thousand three hundred and seven.â
âDo you know how to play War?â
âSure. You want to play?â
âSure.â
We play War on the sofa. War is the dumbest of all card games, requiring no skill. High card wins. If there is a tie, it is a war. You put three cards face down and the next high card wins.
Ricky plays with pleasure, takes a childâs pleasure in taking my cards, takes the greatest pleasure in double war, when there are two ties in a row and he wins nine cards. He evens up the cards against his stomach.
Vergil interrupts the second game of War. He comes down the stairs slowly. He is holding both rails as if he were unsteady. When he clears the ceiling and his face comes full into the fluorescent light, I notice that his skin is mealy. His eyes do not meet mine.
Without a word he sits on the sofa on the other side of Ricky and puts his hands carefully and symmetrically on his knees.
âYour turn,â says Ricky.
I am looking at Vergil.
âCome on,â says Ricky.
âRicky, I have to talk to Vergil for a minute. Would you like to play that game over there?â
âStar Wars 4? It costs fifty cents.â
âHereâs three quarters. Vergil, you got any quarters?â
Vergil gives a start. âWhat? Oh, sure.â He digs in his pockets, gives Ricky more quarters. He puts his hands back on his knees. His expression is still thoughtful, but his face is still mealy.
âOkay,â says Ricky. âBut leave the cards right here.â
âOkay.â
Presently lasers are lancing out into a three-dimensional cosmos. Satellites explode.
âWell?â I say to Vergil.
He opens his hands on his knees, inspecting them carefully, as if he were curious about the sudden change from the liver-colored backs to the creamy palms.
âVergil?â
âThey have a rocking horse up there,â says Vergil, bending his fingers and inspecting the large half-moons on his nails. For some reason he is talking like his father.
âA rocking horse?â
âA rocking horse with a socket holder for a buggy whip.â
âI see. What about tapes, cassettes, movies?â
âAll that. There was a 3-D tape all set up. All I had to do was turn it on.â He falls silent.
âAnd?â I ask, irritated with him.
âIt was pornography.â
âPornography? What do you mean? Commercial? The stuff you can buy? Child pornography? What?â
âAll that. Iâm not sure. There wasnât time. What they had set up to roll was a local tape. It was like home movies. I mean a tape of folks here. But there were commercial cassettes. I brought three.â He taps his jacket pockets.
âWhat did you see?â
The Star Wars 4 game stops. We wait while Ricky feeds new quarters and the laser
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