To Kill a Mockingbird

half-remembered tales of changelings and mandrake roots that Jem had spun long ago.
    These were abstract speculations for the first month of her stay, as she had little to say to Jem or me, and we saw her only at mealtimes and at night before we went to bed. It was summer and we were outdoors. Of course some afternoons when I would run inside for a drink of water, I would find the livingroom overrun with Maycomb ladies, sipping, whispering, fanning, and I would be called: “Jean Louise, come speak to these ladies.”
    When I appeared in the doorway, Aunty would look as if she regretted her request; I was usually mud-splashed or covered with sand.
    “Speak to your Cousin Lily,” she said one afternoon, when she had trapped me in the hall.
    “Who?” I said.
    “Your Cousin Lily Brooke,” said Aunt Alexandra.
    “She our cousin? I didn’t know that.”
    Aunt Alexandra managed to smile in a way that conveyed a gentle apology to Cousin Lily and firm disapproval to me. When Cousin Lily Brooke left I knew I was in for it.
    It was a sad thing that my father had neglected to tell me about the Finch Family, or to install any pride into his children. She summoned Jem, who sat warily on the sofa beside me. She left the room and returned with a purple-covered book on which Meditations of Joshua S. St. Clair was stamped in gold.
    “Your cousin wrote this,” said Aunt Alexandra. “He was a beautiful character.”
    Jem examined the small volume. “Is this the Cousin Joshua who was locked up for so long?”
    Aunt Alexandra said, “How did you know that?”
    “Why, Atticus said he went round the bend at the University. Said he tried to shoot the president. Said Cousin Joshua said he wasn’t anything but a sewer-inspector and tried to shoot him with an old flintlock pistol, only it just blew up in his hand. Atticus said it cost the family five hundred dollars to get him out of that one—”
    Aunt Alexandra was standing stiff as a stork. “That’s all,” she said. “We’ll see about this.”
    Before bedtime I was in Jem’s room trying to borrow a book, when Atticus knocked and entered. He sat on the side of Jem’s bed, looked at us soberly, then he grinned.
    “Er—h’rm,“ he said. He was beginning to preface some things he said with a throaty noise, and I thought he must at last be getting old, but he looked the same. ”I don’t exactly know how to say this,“ he began.
    “Well, just say it,” said Jem. “Have we done something?”
    Our father was actually fidgeting. “No, I just want to explain to you that—your Aunt Alexandra asked me… son, you know you’re a Finch, don’t you?”
    “That’s what I’ve been told.” Jem looked out of the corners of his eyes. His voice rose uncontrollably, “Atticus, what’s the matter?”
    Atticus crossed his knees and folded his arms. “I’m trying to tell you the facts of life.”
    Jem’s disgust deepened. “I know all that stuff,” he said.
    Atticus suddenly grew serious. In his lawyer’s voice, without a shade of inflection, he said: “Your aunt has asked me to try and impress upon you and Jean Louise that you are not from run-of-the-mill people, that you are the product of several generations’ gentle breeding—” Atticus paused, watching me locate an elusive redbug on my leg.
    “Gentle breeding,” he continued, when I had found and scratched it, “and that you should try to live up to your name—” Atticus persevered in spite of us: “She asked me to tell you you must try to behave like the little lady and gentleman that you are. She wants to talk to you about the family and what it’s meant to Maycomb County through the years, so you’ll have some idea of who you are, so you might be moved to behave accordingly,” he concluded at a gallop.
    Stunned, Jem and I looked at each other, then at Atticus, whose collar seemed to worry him. We did not speak to him.
    Presently I picked up a comb from Jem’s dresser and ran its teeth along the edge.
    “Stop that noise,” Atticus said.
    His curtness stung me. The comb was midway in its journey, and I banged it down. For no reason I felt myself beginning to cry, but I could not stop. This was not my father. My father never thought these thoughts. My father never spoke so. Aunt Alexandra had put him up to this, somehow. Through my tears I saw Jem standing in a similar pool of isolation, his head cocked to one side.
    There was nowhere to go, but I turned to go and met Atticus’s vest front. I