Unravel Me: The Juliette Chronicles Book 2

could cut me some slack.”
    I can hardly hear my own voice when I say, “Yeah, of course.” I try to laugh. I try to figure out why I’m not telling them about Warner. Why I’m still protecting him. Probably because I’m just as guilty as he is.
    “So anyway ,” Kenji says. “When are we leaving?”
    “You’re insane,” Adam tells him. “You’re not going anywhere.”
    “Bullshit I’m not.”
    “You can barely stand up on your own!” Adam says.
    And he’s right. Kenji is clearly leaning on the table for support.
    “I’d rather die out there than sit in here like some kind of idiot.”
    “Kenji—”
    “Hey,” Kenji says, cutting me off. “So I heard through the very loud grapevine that Warner got his ass the hell out of here last night. What’s that about?”
    Adam makes a strange sound. It’s not quite a laugh. “Yeah,” he says. “Who even knows. I never thought it was a good idea to keep him hostage here. It was an even stupider idea to trust him.”
    “So first you insult my idea, and then you insult Castle’s, huh?” Kenji’s eyebrow is cocked.
    “They were bad calls,” Adam says. “Bad ideas. Now we have to pay for it.”
    “Well how was I supposed to know Anderson would be so willing to let his own son rot in hell?”
    Adam flinches and Kenji backpedals.
    “Oh, hey—I’m sorry, man—I didn’t mean to say it like that—”
    “Forget it.” Adam cuts him off. His face is suddenly hard, suddenly cold, closed off. “Maybe you should get back to the medical wing. We’re leaving soon.”
    “I’m not going anywhere but out of here .”
    “Kenji, please—”
    “Nope.”
    “You’re being unreasonable. This isn’t a joke,” I tell him. “People are going to die today.”
    But he laughs at me. Looks at me like I’ve said something obliquely entertaining. “I’m sorry, are you trying to teach me about the realities of war?” He shakes his head. “Are you forgetting that I was a soldier in Warner’s army? Do you have any idea how much crazy shit we’ve seen?” He gestures between himself and Adam. “I know exactly what to expect today. Warner was insane. If Anderson is even twice as bad as his son, then we are diving right into a bloodbath. I can’t leave you guys hanging like that.”
    But I’m caught on one sentence. One word. I just want to ask. “Was he really that bad . . . ?”
    “Who?” Kenji is staring at me.
    “Warner. Was he really that ruthless?”
    Kenji laughs out loud. Laughs louder. Doubles over. He’s practically wheezing when he says, “Ruthless? Juliette, the guy is sick. He’s an animal. I don’t think he even knows what it means to be human. If there’s a hell out there, I’m guessing it was designed especially for him.”
    It’s so hard to pull this sword out of my stomach.
    A rush of footsteps.
    I turn around.
    Everyone is supposed to exit the tunnels in a single-file line in an attempt to maintain order as we leave this underground world. Kenji and Adam and I are the only fighters who haven’t joined the group yet.
    We all get to our feet.
    “Hey—so, does Castle know what you’re doing?” Adam is looking at Kenji. “I don’t think he’d be okay with you going out there today.”
    “Castle wants me to be happy,” Kenji says matter-of-factly. “And I won’t be happy if I stay here. I’ve got work to do. People to save. Ladies to impress. He’d respect that.”
    “What about everyone else?” I ask him. “Everyone was so worried about you—have you even seen them yet? To at least tell them you’re okay?”
    “Nah,” Kenji says. “They’d probably shit a brick if they knew I was going up. I thought it’d be safer to keep it quiet. I don’t want to freak anyone out. And Sonya and Sara—poor kids—they’re passed the hell out. It’s my fault they’re so exhausted, and they’re still talking about heading out today. They want to fight even though they’re going to have a lot of work to do once we’re done with Anderson’s army. I’ve been trying to convince them to stay here but they can be so damn stubborn. They need to save their strength,” he says, “and they’ve already wasted too much of it on me.”
    “It’s not a waste —,” I try to tell him.
    “Anywayyy,” Kenji says. “Can we please get going? I know you’re all about hunting down Anderson,” he says to Adam, “but personally? I would love to catch Warner. Put a bullet through that worthless piece of crap and be done with