Unravel Me: The Juliette Chronicles Book 2

blushing.
    Adam leans into my ear. I feel the soft whispers of his breath just before he begins to speak.
    “You guys are disgusting, you know that, right?”
    I look up, startled, and find Kenji frozen midmovement, his spoon halfway to his mouth, his head cocked in our direction. He gestures with his spoon at our faces. “What the hell is this? You guys playing footsie under the table or someshit?”
    Adam moves away from me, just an inch or 2, and exhales a deep, irritated sigh. “You know, if you don’t like it, you can leave.” He nods at the tables around us. “No one asked you to sit here.”
    This is Adam making a concerted effort to be nice to Kenji. The 2 of them were friends back on base, but somehow Kenji knows exactly how to provoke Adam. I almost forget for a moment that they’re roommates.
    I wonder what it must be like for them to live together.
    “That’s bullshit and you know it,” Kenji says. “I told you this morning that I had to sit with you guys. Castle wants me to help the two of you adjust .” He snorts. Nods in my direction. “Listen, I don’t have a clue what you see in this guy,” he says, “but you should try living with him. The man is moody as hell.”
    “I am not moody —”
    “Yeah, bro.” Kenji puts his utensils down. “You are moody. It’s always ‘Shut up, Kenji.’ ‘Go to sleep, Kenji.’ ‘No one wants to see you naked, Kenji.’ When I know for a fact that there are thousands of people who would love to see me naked—”
    “How long do you have to sit here?” Adam looks away, rubs his eyes with his free hand.
    Kenji sits up straighter. Picks up his spoon only to stab it through the air again. “ You should consider yourself lucky that I’m sitting at your table. I’m making you cool by association.”
    I feel Adam tense beside me and decide to intervene. “Hey, can we talk about something else?”
    Kenji grunts. Rolls his eyes. Shovels another spoonful of breakfast into his mouth.
    I’m worried.
    Now that I’m paying closer attention, I can see the weariness in Adam’s eyes, the heaviness in his brow, the stiff set of his shoulders. I can’t help but wonder what he’s going through. What he’s not telling me. I tug on Adam’s hand a little and he turns to me.
    “You sure you’re okay?” I whisper. I feel like I keep asking him the same question over and over and over
    His eyes immediately soften, looking tired but slightly amused. His hand releases mine under the table just to rest on my lap, just to slip down my thigh, and I almost lose control of my vocabulary before he leaves a light kiss in my hair. I swallow too hard, almost drop my fork on the floor. It takes me a moment to remember that he hasn’t actually answered my question. It’s not until he’s looked away, staring at his food, when he finally nods, says, “I’m okay.” But I’m not breathing and his hand is still tracing patterns on my leg.
    “Ms. Ferrars? Mr. Kent?”
    I sit up so fast I slam my knuckles under the table at the sound of Castle’s voice. There’s something about his presence that makes me feel like he’s my teacher, like I’ve been caught misbehaving in class. Adam, on the other hand, doesn’t seem remotely startled.
    I cling to Adam’s fingers as I lift my head.
    Castle is standing over our table and Kenji is leaving to deposit his bowl in the kitchen. He claps Castle on the back like they’re old friends and Castle flashes Kenji a warm smile as he passes.
    “I’ll be right back,” Kenji shouts over his shoulder, twisting to flash us an overly enthusiastic thumbs-up. “Try not to get naked in front of everyone, okay? There are kids in here.”
    I cringe and glance at Adam but he seems oddly focused on his food. He hasn’t said a word since Castle arrived.
    I decide to answer for the both of us. Paste on a bright smile. “Good morning.”
    Castle nods, touches the lapel of his blazer; his stature is strong and poised. He beams at me. “I just came to say hello and to check in. I’m so happy to see that you’re expanding your circle of friends, Ms. Ferrars.”
    “Oh. Thank you. But I can’t take credit for the idea,” I point out. “You’re the one who told me to sit with Kenji.”
    Castle’s smile is a little too tight. “Yes. Well,” he says, “I’m happy to see that you took my advice.”
    I nod at my food. Rub absently at my forehead. Adam looks like he’s not even breathing. I’m about to say something when Castle cuts