William Monk 13 - Death of a Stranger

of business. We shall take over the premises, without rent, and the young women there can nurse the others who are sick or injured.”
    “You did that?” he said incredulously. “How?”
    “Well, not by myself . . .”
    “Indeed?” His voice rose in spite of himself. “And whose help did you enlist? Or would I very much prefer not to know?”
    “Oh, it is perfectly respectable!” she protested.
    “Margaret Ballinger and Oliver!”
    “What?” He could not grasp it.
    She smiled up at him and kissed him gently on the cheek. Then she told him precisely what they had done, ending with an apology. “I’m afraid it doesn’t help with the railway fraud. It doesn’t have anything to do with it.”
    “No,” he agreed, but there was a tiny spark of pride warm inside him. “I have to go back to Liverpool for that.”
    “Oh . . .”
    Then, in turn, he told her what Runcorn had said.
    “It isn’t proof, is it?” she agreed. “But they must have rerouted the track for some reason, and Miss Harcus said they were expecting an enormous profit which must be kept secret.” She looked at him very steadily. “What are you going to do?”
    It made it easier for him that without question she assumed he was going to do something.
    “Go back to Liverpool,” he replied. “Try to find out exactly what mistakes Arrol Dundas made that he was caught.” He saw her eyes widen and heard her indrawn breath, let out again without speaking. “For this case,” he replied. “Not the past.”
    She relaxed and smiled.

    He went back to the same lodgings in Liverpool where he now felt familiar, even welcome. The first thing was to find if Katrina Harcus had been born here. It would be in the early 1830s, to judge from her age. That was just before the compulsory registration of births, so it would be a matter of finding a record of her baptism in a local church. There was nothing to do but go from one parish to another enquiring. He telegraphed Rathbone to that effect.
    It took him four weary and tedious days to find the entry in the records of a small Gothic church on the outskirts of Liverpool. Katrina Mary Harcus. Her mother was Pamela Mary Harcus. Her father was not listed. The inference was obvious. Illegitimacy was a stigma from which few recovered. He felt a stab of pity as he saw the solitary entry. He stood in the faintly dusty aisle where the sunlight fell in vivid jewel patches from the stained-glass windows, watching the parish priest walking towards him. Perhaps it was not so surprising that Katrina had left home and gone to London, where she was unknown, even friendless, to seek some future better than the taint of being a bastard which would follow her everywhere here.
    “Did you find it?” the minister asked helpfully.
    “Yes, thank you,” Monk replied. “Does Mrs. Harcus still live in the parish?”
    The Reverend Rider’s bland, pleasant face filled with sadness. “No,” he said quietly. “She died nearly three months ago, poor woman.” He sighed. “She used to be such a charming creature, full of life, full of hope. Always saw the best in everything. Never the same after . . .” He checked himself just before speaking. “After her benefactor died,” he finished.
    Was that a euphemism for her lover, Katrina’s father?
    “Were things hard for her after that?” Monk asked solicitously. He was affecting pity for the vicar’s sake; ordinarily he would have felt it, but at the moment he simply could not afford the emotional energy to let it fill him as it should.
    “Yes . . . yes.” Rider pursed his lips and nodded his head. “To be alone, in failing health and with little means is a hard thing for anyone. People can be very unkind, Mr. Monk. We tend to look at our own weaknesses with such charity and other people’s with so little. I suppose it is because we know the fierceness of the temptation to our own, and all the reasons why that exception to the rule was understandable. With other people we know only what we see, and even that is not always the truth.”
    Monk knew more exactly what he meant than the vicar could have known. His loss of memory had forced him to see his own actions with that partial and outward eye, mostly through the lens of others, and understanding nothing. To be judged that way was acutely painful. He could feel closing on him the threat of answering for wrongs committed in a time he could not remember, and as if by another man. He had tried so hard to shed the old