Your Heart Belongs to Me

company’s offices in Los Angeles. Before signing on with Mott, Zane had been a U.S. Army Medical Corpsman, administering first aid on the battlefields of Iraq.
    Now, Ryan stretched out on a bed in the master bedroom, with a towel under his arm, while Zane performed a venesection and drew 40 milliliters of blood into eight 5-milliliter vials.
    “I want to be tested for every known poison,” Ryan said.
    “Yes, sir.”
    “Not just those that are known to cause cardiac hypertrophy.”
    “We’ve located a cooperative lab right here in Denver and two blood specialists who’ll work through the night on it. You don’t want to know their fee.”
    “I don’t care about their fee,” Ryan assured Zane.
    One of the best things about having serious wealth was that if you knew the right service providers—like Wilson Mott—you could get what you wanted, when you wanted it. And no matter how eccentric the request, no one raised an eyebrow, and everyone treated you with the utmost respect, at least to your face.
    “I want to be tested for drugs, too. Including—no, especially—for hallucinogenics and for drugs that might cause hallucinations or delusions as a side effect.”
    “Yes, sir,” said Zane, setting aside the fourth vial, “Mr. Mott has informed me of all that.”
    With the knots of scar tissue on his bald head, with his intense purple-black eyes, with his wide nostrils flaring wider as though the scent of blood excited him, George Zane should have been a disturbing figure. Instead, he was a calming presence.
    “You’re very good with the needle, George.”
    “Thank you, sir.”
    “Didn’t sting at all. And you have a good bedside manner.”
    “Because of the army.”
    “I didn’t realize they taught bedside manner in the army.”
    “The battlefield teaches it. The suffering you see. You want to be gentle.”
    “I never served in the military.”
    “Well, in the military or not, we all go to war every day. Two more syringes, sir.”
    As Zane removed the blood-filled barrel from the cannula and attached an empty one, Ryan said, “You probably think I’m some kind of paranoid.”
    “No, sir. There’s evil in the world, all right. Being aware of it makes you a realist, not a paranoid.”
    “The idea that someone’s poisoning me or drugging me…”
    “You wouldn’t be the first. The enemy isn’t always on the other end of a gun or a bomb. Sometimes he’s very close. Sometimes he looks like us, which makes him almost invisible, and that’s when he’s most dangerous.”
     

     
    Ryan had also instructed Wilson Mott to obtain a prescription sleeping drug and send it along with Zane. He wanted a medication of sufficient strength not merely to prevent the wide-eyed, twitchy-legged, mind-racing, fully-wired insomnia that made him manic enough to try to ride a shark, but one also potent enough to submerge him so deep in sleep that he would not dream.
    After Zane left with the blood, Ryan ordered a room-service dinner so heavy that the consumption of it should have sedated him as effectively as a cocktail of barbiturates.
    Following dinner, he consulted the dosage instructions on the pill bottle, took two capsules instead of the one recommended, and washed them down with a glass of milk.
    In bed, he used the remote to surf the ocean of entertainment options offered by the satellite-TV service to which the hotel subscribed. On a classic-movie channel, he found a women-in-prison movie so magnificently tedious that perhaps he would not have needed the prescription sedative.
    He slept.
     

     
    A silent dark, a vague awareness of a tangled sheet, and then a quiet dark, only the rhythmic interior sounds of heart contractions and arterial rush, as black as a moonless lake, as a raven’s wings, darkness there and nothing more, merely this and nothing more…
    And then a flickering dream framed in a rectangle, surrounded by blackness.
    A man and woman spoke, the male voice familiar, and there was music and a sense of urgency, and gunfire.
    The dream flickered because Ryan blinked his eyes, and it was framed in a rectangle because it was not a dream, not the women-in-prison movie, either, but whatever the classic-movie channel deemed classic at this hour.
    Glowing numerals on the bedside clock read 2:36. He had been asleep four hours, maybe five.
    He wanted more, needed more, fumbled for the remote, found it, extinguished the rectangle of colorful images, silenced the guns, silenced the music,