A Finer End

out of her coat that he’d seen the clerical collar.
    Emily, always chiding him for his conservatism, would have been delighted by his consternation. And Emily, he felt sure, would have liked Winnie. He extended a finger to touch the photograph on his desktop and Emily gazed back at him, her dark eyes alight with humour and intelligence.
    His throat tightened. Would the ache of his loss always lie so near the surface? Or would it one day fade to a gentle awareness, as familiar and unremarkable as a burr beneath the skin? But did he really want that? Would he be less himself without Emily’s constant presence in his mind?
    He grinned in spite of himself. Emily would tell him to stop being maudlin and get on with the task at hand. With a sigh, he looked down at his paper, then blinked in surprise.
    He held a pen in his right hand, although he didn’t remember picking it up. And the page, which had been blank a moment ago, was covered in an unfamiliar script. Frowning, he checked for another sheet beneath the paper. But there was only the one page, and as he examined it more closely, he saw that the small, precise script seemed to be in Latin. As he recalled enough of his schoolboy vocabulary to make a rough translation, his frown deepened.
    Know ye what we... Jack puzzled a moment before deciding on builded, then there was something he couldn’t make out, then the script continued... in Glaston. Meaning Glastonbury? It was fair as... any earthly thing, and had I not loved it overmuch my spirit would not cling to dreams of all now vanished.
    Ye love full well what we have loved. The time... Here Jack was forced to resort to the dog-eared Latin dictionary in his bookcase, and after concluding that the phrase had something to do with sleeping or sleepers, went impatiently on... to wake, for Glaston to rise against the darkness. We have... something... long for you... it is in your hands...
    After this sentence there was a trailing squiggle beginning with an E, which might have been a signature, perhaps ‘Edmund’.
    Was this some sort of a joke, invisible ink that appeared when exposed to the light? But his secretary didn’t strike him as a prankster, and he’d taken the paper from a ream he’d just unwrapped himself. That left only the explanation that he had penned these words — alien in both script and language. But that was absurd. How could he have done so, unaware?
    The walls of Jack’s office leaned in on him, and the silence, usually so soothing, seemed alive with tension. He felt breathless, as if all the air in the small room had been used up.
    Who were ‘they’, who had built in Glastonbury and who wrote in Latin? The monks of the Abbey, he supposed, a logical answer. And ‘he’, who had ‘loved it overmuch’, whose spirit ‘still clung to dreams long vanished’? The ghost of a monk? Worse by the minute.
    What did ‘rise against the darkness’ mean? And what had any of it to do with him? The whole thing was completely daft; he refused to consider it any further.
    Crumpling the page, Jack swivelled his chair round, hand lifted to toss it in the bin, then stopped and returned the paper to his desk, smoothing the creases out with his palm.
    Frederick Bligh Bond. The name sprang into his mind, dredged from the recesses of his childhood. The architect who, just before the First World War, had undertaken the first excavations at Glastonbury Abbey, then revealed that he had been directed by messages from the Abbey monks. Had Bond received communications like this? But Bond had been loony. Cracked!
    Ripping the sheet of paper in half, Jack dropped the pieces in the bin, slipped into his jacket, and, sketch pad in hand, took the stairs down to the street two at a time.
    He stepped out into Benedict Street, fumbling with unsteady fingers to lock his office door. Across the Market Square, the leaded windows of the George &  Pilgrims beckoned. A drink, he thought with a shiver, was just what he needed. He’d work on his proposal, and the crowded bar of the old inn would surely make an antidote to whatever it was that had just happened to him.
    Tugging his collar up against the wind, he sidestepped a group of adolescent skateboarders who found the smooth pavement round the Market Cross a perfect arena. A particularly fierce gust sent a sheet of paper spiralling past his cheek. He grabbed at it in instinctive self-defence, glancing absently at what he held in his fingers. Pink. A flyer, from the Avalon