A Memory of Light

horrible stab of loss. He hadn’t completely wiped what she’d done from his mind. He’d overcome it, perhaps overlaid it with something new, something right. Only the wolf dream and his ability to view himself as he should be had allowed him to accomplish that.
    Unfortunately, deep within, he still felt love for this woman. That sickened him. The love was nowhere near as strong as his love for Faile, but it was there. He found himself crying as he lowered her body, draped in sleek white and silver, to the stone floor.
    “I’m sorry,” he whispered. Killing a woman, particularly one who wasn’t threatening him personally ... it was something he’d never have thought himself capable of.
    Someone had needed to do it. This was one test, at least, that Rand would not need to face. It was one burden that Perrin could carry for his friend.
    He looked up toward Rand. “Go,” Perrin whispered. “Do what you must do. As always, I will watch your back.”

    The seals crumbled. The Dark One burst free.
    Rand held the Dark One tightly.
    Filled with the Power, standing in a column of light, Rand pulled the Dark One into the Pattern. Only here was there time. Only here could the Shadow itself be killed.
    The force in his hand, which was at once vast and yet tiny, trembled. Its screams were the sounds of planets grinding together.
    A pitiful object. Suddenly, Rand felt as if he were holding not one of the primal forces of existence, but a squirming thing from the mud of the sheep pens.
    YOU REALLY ARE NOTHING, Rand said, knowing the Dark Ones secrets completely. YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE GIVEN ME REST AS YOU PROMISED, FATHER OF LIES. YOU WOULD HAVE ENSLAVED ME AS YOU WOULD HAVE ENSLAVED THE OTHERS. YOU CANNOT GIVE OBLIVION. REST IS NOT YOURS. ONLY TORMENT.
    The Dark One trembled in his grip.
    YOU HORRIBLE, PITIFUL MITE, Rand said.
    Rand was dying. His lifeblood flowed from him, and beyond that, the amount of the Powers he held would soon burn him away.
    He held the Dark One in his hand. He began to squeeze, then stopped.
    He knew all secrets. He could see what the Dark One had done. And Light, Rand understood. Much of what the Dark One had shown him was lies.
    But the vision Rand himself had created—the one without the Dark One—was truth. If he did as he wished, he would leave men no better than the Dark One himself.
    What a fool I have been.
    Rand yelled, thrusting the Dark One back through the pit from where it had come. Rand pushed his arms to the side, grabbing twin pillars of saidar and saidin with his mind, coated with the True Power drawn through Moridin, who knelt on the floor, eyes open, so much power coursing through him he couldn’t even move.
    Rand hurled the Powers forward with his mind and braided them together. Saidin and saidar at once, the True Power surrounding them and forming a shield on the Bore.
    He wove something majestic, a pattern of interlaced saidar and saidin in their pure forms. Not Fire, not Spirit, not Water, not Earth, not Air. Purity. Light itself. This didn’t repair, it didn’t patch, it forged anew.
    With this new form of the Power, Rand pulled together the rent that had been made here long ago by foolish men.
    He understood, finally, that the Dark One was not the enemy.
    It never had been.

    Moiraine grabbed Nynaeve beside her, moving only by touch, for that light was blinding.
    She pulled Nynaeve to her feet. Together, they ran. Away from the burning light behind. Up the corridor, scrambling. Moiraine burst into open air without realizing it, and almost ran off the edge of the path, which would have sent her stumbling down the steep slope. Someone caught her.
    “I have you,” Thom’s voice said as she collapsed into his arms, completely drained. Nynaeve fell to the ground nearby, gasping.
    Thom turned Moiraine away from the corridor, but she refused to look away. She opened her eyes, though she knew that the light was too intense, and she saw something. Rand and Moridin, standing in the light as it expanded outward to consume the entire mountain in its glow.
    The blackness in front of Rand hung like a hole, sucking in everything. Slowly, bit by bit, that hole shrank away until it was just a pinprick.
    It vanished.

EPILOGUE

    To See the Answer

    R and slipped on his blood.
    He couldn’t see. He carried something. Something heavy. A body. He stumbled up the tunnel.
    Closing, he thought. It’s closing The ceiling lowered like a shutting jaw, stone grinding against stone. With a