Black Dagger Brotherhood 11 - Lover at Last

around it, and threw all of her strength into rotating its position by no more than two inches.
    Then she raced up the stairs, unclipped her router and laptop from the alarm panel in the master bedroom, relocked that door, and headed out of the window she’d cut the hole in.
    She was back in her skis and slicing through the snow no more than four minutes later.
    In spite of the fact that there was nothing in her pockets, she was smiling as she left the property.

THIRTY-EIGHT
    W hen the Mercedes finally pulled up to the front entrance of the Brotherhood’s mansion, Qhuinn got out first and went to Layla’s door. As he opened it, her eyes lifted to meet his.
    He knew he was never going to forget the way her face looked. Her skin was paper white and seemed just as thin, the beautiful bone structure straining against its covering of flesh. Eyes were sunken into her skull. Lips were flat and thin.
    He had an idea in that moment of how she would look just as she died, however many decades or centuries that would happen in the future.
    “I’m going to carry you,” he said, bending down and picking her up.
    The way she didn’t argue told him exactly how little of her there was left.
    As the vestibule doors were opened by Fritz, like the butler had been waiting for their arrival, Qhuinn regretted the whole thing: The dream that he’d briefly entertained during her needing. The hope he’d wasted. The physical pain she was in. The emotional anguish they were both going through.
    You did this to her.
    At the time, when he’d serviced her, he’d been solely focused on the positive outcome he’d been so sure of.
    Now, on the far side, his shitkickers planted on the solid, foul-smelling earth of reality? Not worth it. Even the chance of a healthy young wasn’t worth this.
    The worst was watching her suffer.
    As he brought her into the house, he prayed there wasn’t a big audience. He just wanted to spare her something, anything, even if it was simply being paraded in front of a cast of sad, worried faces.
    No one was around.
    Qhuinn took the stairs two at a time, and as he came up to the second story, the wide-open double doors of Wrath’s study made him curse.
    Then again, the king was blind.
    As George let out a chuff of greeting, Qhuinn just strode by, gunning for Layla’s bedroom. Kicking open the door, he found that the
doggen
had been in and tidied up, the bed all made, the sheets undoubtedly changed, a fresh bouquet of flowers set on the bureau.
    Looked like he wasn’t the only one who wanted to help in whatever way he could.
    “Do you want to change?” he asked as he kicked the door shut.
    “I want a shower—”
    “Let’s get one started.”
    “—except I’m too afraid. I don’t…want to see it, if you know what I mean.”
    He laid her down and sat on the bed beside her. Putting his hand on her leg, he rubbed her knee with his thumb, back and forth.
    “I’m so sorry,” she said roughly.
    “Fuck—no, don’t do that. You don’t ever think that or say it, clear? This is
not
your fault.”
    “Who else’s is it?”
    “Not the point.”
    Shit, he couldn’t believe the miscarrying thing was going to go on for another week or so. How was that possible—
    The grimace that contorted Layla’s face told him that a cramp had hit her again. Glancing behind, and expecting to find Doc Jane, he discovered they were alone.
    Which told him more than anything else that there was nothing to be done.
    Qhuinn hung his head and held her hand.
    It had started with the pair of them.
    It was ending with the pair of them.
    “I think I’d like to go to sleep,” Layla said as she squeezed his palm. “You look as if you need some, too.”
    He eyed the chaise lounge across the way.
    “You don’t have to stay with me,” Layla murmured.
    “Where else do you think I would be?”
    A quick mental picture of Blay holding his arms wide flashed through his mind. What a fantasy, though.
    Don’t you touch me like that.
    Qhuinn shook the thoughts out of his head. “I’ll sleep over there.”
    “You can’t stay in here for seven nights straight.”
    “I’ll say it again. Where else would I be—”
    “Qhuinn.” Her voice got strident. “You have a job out there. And you heard Havers. This is just going to take as long as it does, and it’s probably going to be a while. I’m not in any danger of bleeding out, and frankly, I feel as though I have to be strong in front of you, and I do not have the energy for