Black Hills

breakfast, but I’m not looking for payment.”
    “All the same. Anyway, I hope I can get that alarm system installed soon. I can’t expect people to keep guarding the place like it was Fort Apache. Everyone’s got their own to see to, including you.”
    “Look at me.”
    She glanced over as she flipped the eggs. “Why don’t you sit down? This is about ready.”
    “If you’re thinking about stepping back, think again.”
    With hands remarkably steady, she scooped out the hash browns. “Sex isn’t a ball and chain, Coop. I step where I want.”
    “No, you don’t. Not anymore.”
    “Anymore? I never—” She put up a hand as if to stop herself. “I’m not getting into this. I’ve got too much to deal with today.”
    “It’s not going away, Lil, and neither am I.”
    “You were gone for over ten years. You’ve been back for a few months. Do you think, really think, everything just picks up where you want it to, for as long as you want it?”
    “Do you want to hear what I think and what I want? Are you ready to hear it?”
    “No, actually, I don’t, and I’m not.” She didn’t think her heart could bear it. Not now. “I’m not interested in a discussion, debate, or rehash. We can be friends, or you can push until we’re not. That’s up to you. If what happened between us ruins our friendship, Cooper, I’ll be sorry. Really sorry.”
    “I’m not looking for a fuck buddy, Lil.”
    She let out a breath. “Okay, then.”
    He took a step toward her, she took one back. And the door opened.
    “’Morning. I wanted to let you know . . .” Gull wasn’t the quickest off the mark, but even he could sense bad timing. “Sorry to interrupt.”
    “You’re not,” Lil said quickly. “In fact, you’re right on time. Coop was about to have breakfast. You can keep him company and have some yourself.”
    “Oh, well, I don’t want to—”
    “Grab some coffee.” She began dishing up two plates. “I’ve got to go up and get dressed. Everybody okay out there?”
    “Yeah. Yeah. Um . . .”
    “Have a seat and dig in. I’ll be back down in a few minutes.” She picked up her coffee, walked out without looking back.
    Gull cleared his throat. “Sorry, boss.”
    “Not your fault,” Coop muttered.

17
    She didn’t come back down in a few minutes. In fact, she didn’t go back to the kitchen at all. She showered, dressed, then let herself out the front of the cabin.
    Avoidance? No question, Lil admitted. But she couldn’t afford to bog down her mind, her heart, her spirit. The interns were her full responsibility until Tansy got back—and when she did, they’d have another cat.
    She kept herself busy checking the temporary enclosure and working with the crew on the permanent habitat.
    Sunny skies and rising temperatures meant she could work in shirt-sleeves for a change. It also meant more snowmelt, more mud. As fickle March headed for capricious April, the dawning of spring would bring more patrons—and more on-site donations.
    For her morning break, she visited Baby, pleasing them both with a long play period with lots of scratching, rubbing, and petting.
    “I swear, that one’s just a big house cat.” Mary shook her head as Lil came out of the enclosure, double-checked the locks. “Less arrogant than my tabby, come to it.”
    “Your tabby couldn’t rip out your jugular if he turned.”
    “Got me there. Can’t see that one turning. He’s been a sweetheart since day one. Pretty day, isn’t it?” With her hands on her hips, Mary turned her face up to the bold blue of the sky. “I got bulbs sprouting up in my yard. Crocus blooming, too.”
    “I’m ready for spring. Good and ready.”
    Lil took the path around, wanting to check all the animals. Mary fell into step beside her.
    In their yard, the bobcats rolled and wrestled together like a couple of boys on holiday, while perched in her tree, the lynx watched them with what might have been disdain.
    “I know the jaguar and the new security system are going to take a big bite out of the budget. We’re okay, aren’t we, Mary?”
    “We’re okay. Donations were a little slow this winter, except for that whopper Coop gave us. That one put us far and away over last year’s first quarter.”
    “Now we worry about the second quarter.”
    “Lucius and I are brainstorming on some fundraising ploys. And we’ll start clicking along here with the warmer weather.”
    “I’m worried the trouble we’ve been having will keep people