Carnal Innocence

stopped tasting and kept on swallowing just because the whiskey was there and so were you.
    He didn’t like the fact that sometimes the drink turned him nasty, so he wanted to pick a fight, any fight. God knew he wasn’t a mean-tempered man. That was his father. But sometimes, just sometimes, the whiskey turned him into Beau, and he was sorry for it.
    What scared him was that there were times when he couldn’t quite remember if he’d turned nasty or just passed out quietly. Whenever that happened, he was more than likely going to wake up in the cell with a hangover fit to kill.
    Gingerly, knowing that the movement could change the busy loggers in his head into a swarm of angry bees, he got to his feet. The sun streaming through the bars at the window all but blinded him. Dwayne shielded his eyes with the flat of his hand as he groped his way out of the cell. Burke never locked him in.
    Dwayne fumbled his way into the bathroom and whizzed out what felt like a gallon of the Wild Turkey that had filtered through his kidneys. Wishing miserably for his own bed, he splashed cold water in his face until his eyes stopped burning.
    He hissed through his teeth when the door slammed in the outer office, and whimpered just a little when Josie cheerfully called his name.
    “Dwayne? Are you in here? It’s your own sweet sister come to bust you out.”
    When he stepped into the doorway to lean weakly on the jamb, Josie raised her carefully plucked brows. “My oh my. You look like something three cats had to drag in.” She stepped closer, tapping a bright red nail onher bottom lip. “Honey, how do you see through all that blood in your eyes?”
    “Did I …” He coughed to clear the rust out of his throat. “Did I wreck a car?”
    “Not that I know of. Now, you come on along with Josie.” She moved to him to take his arm. When he turned his head, she stepped back fast. “Sweet Jesus. How many men have you killed with that breath?” Clucking her tongue, she dug in her purse and pulled out a box of Tic Tacs. “Here now, honey, you chew on a couple of these.” She popped them into his mouth herself. “Otherwise I’m likely to faint if you breathe on me.”
    “Della’s going to be real pissed,” he mumbled as he let Josie guide him to the door.
    “I expect she will—but when she finds out about Tucker, she’ll forget all about you.”
    “Tucker? Oh, shit.” Dwayne staggered back as the sun slammed into his eyes.
    Shaking her head, Josie pulled out her sunglasses, the ones with the little rhinestones circling the lenses, and handed them to him. “Tucker’s in trouble. Or Edda Lou’s claiming he got
her
in trouble. But we’ll see about that.”
    “Christ almighty.” For a brief moment his own problems faded away. “Tuck got Edda Lou knocked up?”
    Josie opened the passenger door of her car so Dwayne could pour himself in. “She made a big scene over at the Chat ’N Chew, so everybody in town’s going to be watching to see if her belly bloats.”
    “Christ almighty.”
    “I’ll say this.” Josie started the car, and was sympathetic enough to flick off the radio. “Whether she’s knocked up or not, he’d better think twice before moving that whiny slut into the house.”
    Dwayne would have agreed wholeheartedly, but he was too busy holding his head.
    Tucker knew better than to go back to the house. Della would be on him in a New York minute. Heneeded some time alone, and once he drove through Sweetwater’s gates, he wouldn’t get any.
    On impulse he swerved to the side of the road, leaving a streak of rubber on the sweaty macadam. With home still the best part of a mile away, he left his car on the grassy verge and walked into the trees.
    The paralyzing heat lessened by a few stingy degrees once he was under the shelter of green leaves and dripping moss. Still, he wasn’t looking to cool his skin, but his mind.
    For one moment back at the diner, for one hot, hazy-red moment, he’d wanted to grab Edda Lou by the throat and squeeze every last accusing breath out of her.
    He didn’t care for the impulse, or for the fact that he’d taken an instant’s sheer pleasure from the image. Half of what she’d said had been lies. But that meant half of what she’d said had been the truth.
    He shoved a low-hanging branch aside, ducked, and made his way through the heavy summer growth to the water. A heron, startled at the intrusion, folded up her long, graceful legs and glided off deeper into the