Carnal Innocence

already good-sized, he was hardly fierce-looking with his dopey long ears and lolling tongue. His mother stood nearly as tall as Caroline’s waist, but she wondered how long it would take for the son to grow that high.
    It was a mistake, she decided. She should have asked for the nearest pound and gone in to liberate some fang-dripping Doberman she could keep chained near the back door.
    But the pup’s fur was soft and warm. While she frowned over him, he licked her hand and swiped his tail so hard, he tumbled off his perch, then set to chasing it.
    Once he’d gotten a good bite of it, he yelped, thenraced back to her, his big brown eyes full of wonder and doggy chagrin.
    “Dummy,” she muttered, and picked him up to cuddle. Ah, hell, she thought as he slobbered all over her cheek and throat.
    When Happy came out with the iced tea, Caroline had already named him Useless. She decided he’d look very dapper in a red collar.
    She bought him one at Larsson’s, and added a ten-pound bag of puppy food, a leash, a plastic dish with two bowls, and a flowered cushion which would serve as a dog bed.
    He howled in her car the entire time she was in the store. She looked out once to see he’d propped his feet up on the dash and was staring at her with accusation and terror in his big brown eyes. The minute she got back in the car he scrambled into her lap.
    After a short battle of wills, Caroline left him curled there for the drive home.
    “You’re not going to do me a damn bit of good,” she said as the pup let out a shuddering sigh of contentment. “I can see that already. I know what the problem is. I always wanted a puppy when I was a little girl. We couldn’t have one. Dog hairs in the parlor and piddles on the rug. Then, by the time I was eight, I was already traveling on and off during the summer. So, of course, a pet was out of the question.”
    She stroked him as she drove, enjoying the warm lump of him on her lap. “The thing is, I’m not going to be here for more than another month or two, so it’s not really fair for us to develop a close relationship. Not that we can’t be friends,” she continued when Useless propped his head in the crook of her elbow and looked up soulfully. “I mean, it’s certainly all right to have a little affection, some respect, even some mutual enjoyment for as long as it lasts. Just as long as we both know …” He cuddled against her breast and licked her chin.
    “Shit.”
    By the time she turned in her drive, she was already in love and berating herself for it.
    It didn’t help to see Tucker sitting on her front porch steps with a bottle of wine beside him and a spray of yellow roses across his lap.

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    “D on’t you ever work?” Caroline asked as she struggled to gather up the wiggling puppy, her purse, and some of her purchases.
    “Only if they catch me.” Tucker set the roses aside, then lazily unfolded himself. “Whatcha got there, Caro?”
    “I call it a dog.”
    He chuckled and wandered over to where she’d managed to squeeze her car next to the boat-sized Oldsmobile. “Cute little fella.” He ruffled the pup’s fur, then peeked in the back of the BMW. “Need some help?”
    She blew her hair out of her eyes. “What do you think?”
    “I think you’re glad to see me.” He took advantage of her loaded arms and kissed her. “And you wish you weren’t. Go on and take a load off. I’ll haul the rest of this out for you.”
    She did, mainly to see if he could do anything with his hands other than raise a woman’s blood pressure. After she’d sat on the steps, Caroline worked on fastening the new collar around the squirming puppy’s neck.
    “Looks like you got all the essentials,” Tucker commented. He pulled out a bag, tossed the sack of puppy food over his shoulder. There was a faint and interesting ripple of muscle, Caroline noticed. Then he gathered up the bright-flowered cushion. “What’s this?”
    “He’s got to sleep on something.”
    Your bed, Tucker figured with a grin. The pup didn’t look backward. “So …” He dumped everything on the porch, then sat next to her. “That one of the Fuller pups?”
    “Yes.” The pup deserted her to sniff at Tucker’s hand. Caroline could smell the roses and determined not to be charmed by them, not to ask about them, not even to look at them.
    “Hey, boy.” Tucker scratched the pup in a spot that had Useless grinning and slapping a hind foot rhythmically on the