Change of Heart

shakily, writhing under him.
    "Watch my mouth on you, Jin. You know you love to watch me."
    As I stared down into his eyes, I saw his pupils dilate, his lips open, and my cock slide into his mouth. How in the world was I so lucky as to have a man that looked like some golden Norse god come to life with a heart that beat just for me?
    "Logan." My voice cracked on his name.
    He ran a hand over the muscles in my abdomen before tracing the delicate skin in his mouth with his very talented tongue. My back bowed, rising up off the bed as he swallowed me down.
    "Oh God," I moaned. "Please, Logan."
    "Please, Logan, what?"
    The only thing I could voice was his name over and over in endless litany, but from his smile and the way he kissed me, I knew he understood the desire that I couldn't voice.
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    My cock slid from his mouth as he rose and moved to the nightstand. Fishing the lube from the drawer, he unsnapped his jeans and sat down on the bed, coating the long, hard shaft jutting from his groin until it gleamed in the light. When he was done, his head turned to me.
    "Come here."
    I was trembling as I crawled to him.
    "Ride me."
    It was an invitation, not an order, and that, combined with the heat in his eyes, took my breath away. As I straddled his hips, I felt his hands cup my ass, and I slowly lowered myself over him.
    "You are so tight and hot," he breathed out, one hand taking hold of my stiff cock, stroking me as I lifted up only to sink down again, impaling myself on the hard, thick length of him.
    I closed my eyes. I felt too good, and staring into his eyes was too much. When I came seconds later, my release made my whole body shake.
    "Look at me."
    My eyes drifted open, and I was surprised when he wrapped his arms around me, holding me so tight, his face buried in my shoulder as warm come flooded my channel.
    "Wrap your legs around me. Hold me tight."
    And I did. I held him with my arms, my legs, the clenching muscles in my ass. I held him tight to my heart with everything I had, and he pressed me to his and didn't let me go.
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Chapter Sixteen
    Even after so long, I had a vision in my mind of how my meeting with my father would go. And while logically it made no sense, I still, somewhere deep inside, hoped for an outcome that would return his love to me. It was a basic human need, to want the love of your parents. That morning I realized that even with all the time that had passed, it was still engrained in me to want it. Crane didn't understand it at all.
    Sitting on the counter while I did the dishes, he was drying plates as I lifted them from the soapy water.
    "You...." Crane trailed off, and when I realized he wasn't going to say anymore, I turned to look at him.
    "What?"
    "Just... I don't want to see you get hurt again is all. I mean, I know that no one's going to beat you, but I don't even want you to care about him being here."
    It was impossible for me not to care. Even with all my forced bravado, telling Logan that the man had only made the trip out to claim my dead body... I hoped it wasn't true, had prayed it wasn't true.
    "Hey."
    Lost in my thoughts, I was surprised to look up at Crane and find him peering out the window instead of at me.
    "They're here."
    "Who's here?"
    "Your dad."
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    But it was too early. It was two hours before the time he had set with Logan on the phone that morning. "Are you sure?"
    "Uh, yeah," he said like I was stupid, glaring down at me,
    "I know what your Dad looks like. I grew up with him just like you."
    "I didn't mean that you——"
    "I'm gonna go say hello," he announced, cutting me off, slipping off the counter to the floor. He balled up the dish towel and beaned me with it, striding toward the swinging door. "I wanna talk to him before he talks to you."
    I rolled my eyes, rinsing more plates. "I think it's hilarious that you of all people are gonna try and lecture my father and even more funny that you think Logan will let you."
    "What?" Crane stopped at the door, turning to look at me.
    "You've been walking around with me for so long that you've forgotten all the rules of hospitality," I told him.
    "Neither of us is getting near my father until Logan calls us."
    "I don't——"
    "He's a sylvan traveling with his semel, being received in the home of another semel," I explained to my clueless friend. "There are rules that have to be