Club Dead

courage last night didn’t jibe with my demure demeanor this evening. Darn it, I’d overplayed my role.
    “Plucky is the word for Sookie,” Tara said. It was a welcome interruption. “When we danced together on stage, about a million years ago, she was the one who was brave, not me! I was shaking in my shoes.”
    Thank you, Tara.
    “You danced?” asked Franklin Mott, his attention caught by the conversation.
    “Oh, yes, and we won the talent contest,” Tara told him. “What we didn’t realize, until we graduated and had some experience in the world, was that our little routine was really, ah—”
    “Suggestive,” I said, calling a spade a spade. “We were the most innocent girls in our little high school, and there we were, with this dance routine we lifted straight off MTV.”
    “It took us years to understand why the principal was sweating so hard,” Tara said, her smile just rascally enough to be charming. “As a matter of fact, let me go talk to the deejay right now.” She sprang up and worked her way over to the vampire who’d set up his gear on the small stage. He bent over and listened intently, and then he nodded.
    “Oh, no.” I was going to be horribly embarrassed.
    “What?” Alcide was amused.
    “She’s going to make us do it all over again.”
    Sure enough, Tara wiggled her way through the crowd to get back to me, and she was beaming. I had thought of twenty-five good reasons not to do what she wanted by the time she seized my hands and pulled me to my feet. But it was evident that the only way I could get out of this was to go forward. Tara had her heart set on this exhibition, and Tara was my friend. The crowd made a space as Pat Benatar’s “Love Is a Battlefield” began to play.
    Unfortunately, I remembered every bump and grind, every hip thrust.
    In our innocence, Tara and I had planned our routine almost like pairs figure skating, so we were touching (or very near) during the whole thing. Could it have looked more like some lesbian tease act performed in a stripper bar? Not much. Not that I’d ever been to a stripper bar, or a porno movie house; but I assume the rise of communal lust I felt in Josephine’s that night was similar. I didn’t like being the object of it—but yet, I discovered I felt a certain flood of power.
    Bill had informed my body about good sex, and I was sure that now I danced like I knew about enjoying sex—and so did Tara. In a perverse way, we were having an “I am woman, hear me roar” moment. And, by golly, love sure was a battlefield. Benatar was right about that.
    We had our sides to the audience, Tara gripping my waist, for the last few bars, and we pumped our hips in unison, and brought our hands sweeping to the floor. The music stopped. There was a tiny second of silence, and then a lot of applause and whistling.
    The vampires thought of the blood flowing in our veins, I was sure from the hungry looks on their faces—especially those lower main lines on our inner thighs. And I could hear that the werewolves were imagining how good we would taste. So I was feeling quite edible as I made my way back to our table. Tara and I were patted and complimented along the way, and we received many invitations. I was halfway tempted to accept the dance offer of a curly-haired brunette vamp who was just about my size and cute as a bunny. But I just smiled and kept on going.
    Franklin Mott was delighted. “Oh, you were so right,” he said as he held Tara’s chair for her. Alcide, I observed, remained seated and glowered at me, forcing Talbot to lean over and pull my chair out for me, an awkward and makeshift courtesy. (He did get a caress on the shoulder from Russell for his gesture.) “I can’t believe you girls didn’t get expelled,” Talbot said, covering the awkward moment. I never would have pegged Alcide for a possessive jerk.
    “We had no clue,” Tara protested, laughing. “None. We couldn’t understand what all the fuss was about.”
    “What bit your ass?” I asked Alcide, very quietly. But when I listened carefully, I could pick out the source of his dissatisfaction. He was resenting the fact that he had acknowledged to me that he still had Debbie in his heart, because otherwise he’d make a determined effort to share my bed tonight. He felt both guilty and angry about that, since it was the full moon—come to think of it, his time of the month. In a way.
    “Not looking for your boyfriend too hard, are you?” he said