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Autoren: Joseph Conrad
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violent destruction by running away from an American ship where, in a moment of forgetful folly, he had dared to engage himself; and he had knocked about for a fortnight ashore in the native quarter, cadging for drinks, starving, sleeping on rubbish-heaps, wandering in sunshine: a startling visitor from a world of nightmares. He stood repulsive and smiling in the sudden silence. This clean white forecastle was his refuge; the place where he could be lazy; where he could wallow, and lie and eat — and curse the food he ate; where he could display his talents for shirking work, for cheating, for cadging; where he could find surely some one to wheedle and some one to bully — and where he would be paid for doing all this. They all knew him. Is there a spot on earth where such a man is unknown, an ominous survival testifying to the eternal fitness of lies and impudence? A taciturn long-armed shellback, with hooked fingers, who had been lying on his back smoking, turned in his bed to examine him dispassionately, then, over his head, sent a long jet of clear saliva towards the door. They all knew him! He was the man that cannot steer, that cannot splice, that dodges the work on dark nights; that, aloft, holds on frantically with both arms and legs, and swears at the wind, the sleet, the darkness; the man who curses the sea while others work. The man who is the last out and the first in when all hands are called. The man who can’t do most things and won’t do the rest. The pet of philanthropists and self-seeking landlubbers. The sympathetic and deserving creature that knows all about his rights, but knows nothing of courage, of endurance, and of the unexpressed faith, of the unspoken loyalty that knits together a ship’s company. The independent offspring of the ignoble freedom of the slums full of disdain and hate for the austere servitude of the sea.
    Some one cried at him: “What’s your name?” — ”Donkin,” he said, looking round with cheerful effrontery. — ”What are you?” asked another voice. — ”Why, a sailor like you, old man,” he replied, in a tone that meant to be hearty but was impudent. — ”Blamme if you don’t look a blamed sight worse than a broken-down fireman,” was the comment in a convinced mutter. Charley lifted his head and piped in a cheeky voice: “He is a man and a sailor” — then wiping his nose with the back of his hand bent down industriously over his bit of rope. A few laughed. Others stared doubtfully. The ragged newcomer was indignant — ”That’s a fine way to welcome a chap into a fo’c’sle,” he snarled. “Are you men or a lot of ‘artless canny-bals?” — ”Don’t take your shirt off for a word, shipmate,” called out Belfast, jumping up in front, fiery, menacing, and friendly at the same time. — ”Is that ‘ere bloke blind?” asked the indomitable scarecrow, looking right and left with affected surprise. “Can’t ‘ee see I ‘aven’t got no shirt?”
    He held both his arms out crosswise and shook the rags that hung over his bones with dramatic effect.
    “‘Cos why?” he continued very loud. “The bloody Yankees been tryin’ to jump my guts out ‘cos I stood up for my rights like a good ‘un. I am an Englishman, I am. They set upon me an’ I ‘ad to run. That’s why. A’n’t yer never seed a man ‘ard up? Yah! What kind of blamed ship is this? I’m dead broke. I ‘aven’t got nothink. No bag, no bed, no blanket, no shirt — not a bloomin’ rag but what I stand in. But I ‘ad the ‘art to stand up agin’ them Yankees. ‘As any of you ‘art enough to spare a pair of old pants for a chum?”
    He knew how to conquer the naïve instincts of that crowd. In a moment they gave him their compassion, jocularly, contemptuously, or surlily; and at first it took the shape of a blanket thrown at him as he stood there with the white skin of his limbs showing his human kinship through the black fantasy of his rags. Then a pair of old shoes fell at his muddy feet. With a cry: — ”From under,” a rolled-up pair of canvas trousers, heavy with tar stains, struck him on the shoulder. The gust of their benevolence sent a wave of sentimental pity through their doubting hearts. They were touched by their own readiness to alleviate a shipmate’s misery. Voices cried: — ”We will fit you out, old man.” Murmurs: “Never seed seech a hard case.... Poor beggar.... I’ve got an old singlet.... Will that be of any use to you?...

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