Dead Like You

clutching at her hair, which was being batted by the wind. She looked as if she was a little the worse for wear from alcohol.
    Her miniskirt blew up and he saw a sudden flash of the top of her thigh. It gave him a sharp prick of lust. She was his kind of girl. He liked a bit of flesh on a woman. Yeah, she was definitely his kind of tottie.
    Yeah.
    He liked her.
    Liked her shoes.
    He took a deep drag of his cigarette.
    The taxi drove off.
    The girls were arguing about something. Then they all headed to the back of the queue behind him.
    He got his bag of chips, then stepped away a short distance, leaned against a stanchion and watched the girls in the queue, still arguing and joshing each other. But in particular he watched the plump one, that prick of lust growing inside him, thinking again and again of the flash of her thigh he had seen.
    He had finished his chips and lit another cigarette by the time the girls had all got their bags and had fumbled in their purses for the right change to pay for them. Then they set off up the pier, the plump one trailing behind them. She was hurrying to catch up but struggling on her heels.
    ‘Hey!’ she called out to the two at the rear. ‘Hey, Char, Karen, not so fast. I can’t keep up with yer!’
    One of the four turned round, laughing, keeping up her pace, staying level with her friends. ‘Come on, Mandy! It’s cos yer too bleedin’ fat, in’t yer!’
    Mandy Thorpe, her head spinning from too many Sea Breezes, broke into a run and caught up with her friends briefly. ‘Sod off about my weight! I am so not fat!’ she shouted in mock anger. Then, as the tiled entrance gave way to the wooden boardwalk of the pier itself, both her heels stuck in a slat, her feet came flying out of them and she fell flat on her face, her handbag striking the ground and spewing out its contents, her chips scattering across the decking.
    ‘Shit!’ she said. ‘Shit, shit, shit!’
    Scrambling back upright, she ducked down and jammed each of her feet back into the shoes, bending down even lower to lever them in with her fingers, cursing these cheap, ill-fitting Jimmy Choo copies which she had bought on holiday in Thailand and which pinched her toes.
    ‘Hey!’ she called out. ‘Char, Karen, hey!’
    Leaving the mess of ketchup-spattered chips, she stumbled on after them, watching the slats in the decking carefully now. She followed her friends past a toy locomotive and into the bright lights and noise of the amusement arcade. Music was playing, and there were chimes from machines and the clatter of coins, and shouts of joy and angry cusses. She passed a giant illuminated pink cracker, then a glass-fronted machine filled with teddy bears, a sign flashing £35 CASH JACKPOTS , and a cash booth in the shape of a Victorian tram shelter.
    Then they were outside in the biting cold again. Mandy caught up with her friends just as they passed a row of stalls, each blaring out music. HOOK A DUCK! LOBSTER POT – 2 BALLS FOR £1! HENNA TATTOOS!
    In the distance to her left, across the black void of the sea, were the lights of the elegant town houses of Kemp Town. They walked on past the DOLPHIN DERBY , heading towards the carousel, helter-skelter, dodgems, the CRAZY MOUSE rollercoaster and the TURBO SKYRIDE , which Mandy had been on once – and it had left her feeling sick for days.
    To their right now were the ghost train and the HORROR HOTEL .
    ‘I want to go on the ghost train!’ Mandy said.
    Karen turned, pulling a cigarette pack out of her handbag. ‘It’s pathetic. The ghost train’s shit. It’s like nothing. I need another drink.’
    ‘Yeah, me too!’ said Char. ‘I need a drink.’
    ‘What about the Turbo?’ said another girl, Joanna.
    ‘No fear!’ Mandy said. ‘I want to go on the ghost train.’
    Joanna shook her head. ‘I’m scared of that.’
    ‘It’s not really scary,’ Mandy said. ‘I’ll go on me own if you won’t come.’
    ‘You’re not brave enough!’ Karen taunted. ‘You’re a scaredy cat!’
    ‘I’ll show you!’ Mandy said. ‘I’ll bloody show you!’
    She tottered over to a booth that sold tokens for the rides. None of them noticed the man standing a short distance back from them, carefully crushing his cigarette out underfoot.

1998

45
    Tuesday 6 January
    He had never seen a dead body before. Well, apart from his mum, that was. She’d been all skeletal, wasted away from the cancer that had been on a feeding frenzy inside her, eating up just