F Is for Fugitive

the task in front of him. Using a spatula, he was sliding pills, by fives, across the surface of a counting tray. With a rattle, he tumbled pills into a groove on the side, funneling them into an empty plastic vial, which he sealed with a child-proof cap. He affixed a label, set the vial aside, and started again, working with the same automatic grace as a dealer in Vegas. Thin wrists, long, slender fingers. I wondered if his hands would smell of PhisoDerm.
    "Sorry I can't interrupt what I'm doing," he said mildly. "What can I help you with?" His tone had a light mocking quality, as if something amused him that he might or might not reveal.
    "I take it your father called. How much did he tell you?"
    "That you're investigating the murder of Jean Timberlake at his request. I know, of course, that he was hired to represent Bailey Fowler. I don't know what you want with me."
    "You remember Jean?"
    "Yes."Yes."
    I had hoped for something a little more informative, but I was willing to press. "Can you tell me about your relationship with her?"
    His mouth curved up slightly. "My relationship?"
    "Somebody told me she used to hang out at the Baptist church. As I understand it, you were a classmate of hers and headed up the youth group back then. I thought maybe the two of you developed a friendship."
    "Jean didn't have friends. She had conquests."
    "Were you one?"
    A bemused smile. "No."
    What was the damn joke here? "Do you remember her coming to church?"
    "Oh yes, but it wasn't me she was interested in. I wish I could say it was. She was very particular, our Miss Timberlake."
    "Meaning what?"
    "Meaning she'd never have tumbled for the likes of me."
    "Oh, really? Why is that?"
    He turned his face. The whole right side was disfigured, right eye missing, the lid welded shut by shiny pink and silver scar tissue that extended from his scalp to his jaw. His good eye was large and dark, filled with self-awareness. The missing eye created the illusion of a constant wink. I could see now that his right arm was also badly scarred. "What was it?"
    "Automobile accident when I was ten. The gas tank blew up. My mother died and I was left looking like this. It's better now. I've had surgery twice. Back then, the church was my salvation, literally. I was baptized when I was twelve, dedicating my life to Jesus. Who else would have me? Certainly not Jean Timberlake."
    "Were you interested in her?"
    "Sure, I was. I was seventeen years old and doomed to be a virgin for life. My bad luck. Good looks ranked high with her because she was so beautiful herself. After that came money, power... sex, of course. I thought about her incessantly. She was so completely venal."
    "But not with you?"
    He went back to his work, sliding pills into the trough. "Unfortunately not."
    "Who, then?"
    The lips curved up again in that nearly beatific smile. "Well, let's see now. How much trouble should I make?"
    I shrugged, watching him carefully. "Just tell me the truth. What else can you do?"
    "I could keep my mouth shut, which is what I've done to date."
    "Maybe it's time to speak up," I said.
    He was quiet for a moment.
    "Who was she involved with?"
    His smile finally disappeared. "The Right Reverend Haws. What a pal he turned out to be. He knew I lusted after her, so he counseled me in matters of purity and self-control. He never mentioned what he did with her himself."
    I stared at him. "Are you sure of that?"
    "She worked at the church, cleaning Sunday-school rooms. Wednesdays at four o'clock before choir practice started, he would pull his pants down around his knees and lie back across his desk while she worked on him. I used to watch from the vestry... Mrs. Haws, our dear June, suffers from a peculiar stigmata that originated just about that time. Resistant to treatment. I know because I fill the prescriptions, one right after the other. Amusing, don't you think?"
    A chill rippled down my back. The image was vivid, his tone matter-of-fact. "Who else is aware of this?"
    "No one, as far as I know."
    "You never mentioned it to anybody at the time?"
    "Nobody asked, and I've since left the church. It turned out not to be the kind of comfort I was hoping for."
    The San Luis county clerk's office is located in the annex, right next door to the County Courthouse on Monterey. It was hard to believe that only yesterday we were all convening for Bailey's arraignment. I found a parking place across the street, inserted coins in the meter, then headed past the big redwood