False Memory

altered. Police detectives and prosecutors in the district attorney’s office would repeatedly screw up, and those obstructionists who tried to conduct a credible investigation would have their lives complicated and even ruined by all manner of troubles and tragedies that would appear to have nothing whatsoever to do with Dr. Ahriman.
    His friends would not be able to prevent him from falling under suspicion, however, or be able to protect him from sensationalistic speculations in the media. He would become a celebrity of sorts. That was not acceptable. Fame would cramp his style.
    When he accepted the bottle of Tsingtao from Susan, he thanked her, and she said, “You’re welcome.”
    Regardless of the circumstances, the doctor believed that good manners should be observed. Civilization is the greatest game of all, a wonderfully elaborate communal tournament in which one must play well in order to have the license to pursue secret pleasures; mastering its rules—manners, etiquette—is essential to successful gamesmanship.
    Politely, Susan followed him to the door, where he paused to communicate his final instructions for the night. “Assure me that you’re listening, Susan.”
    “I’m listening.”
    “Be calm.”
    “I’m calm.”
    “Be obedient.”
    “Yes.”
    “The winter storm—”
    “The storm is you,” she replied.
    “—hid in the bamboo grove—”
    “The grove is me.”
    “—and quieted away.”
    “In the quiet, I will learn what is wanted,” Susan said.
    “After I leave, you will close the kitchen door, engage all the locks, and wedge the chair under the knob, just as it was. You will return to bed, lie down, switch off the lamp, and close your eyes. Then, in your mind, you will leave the chapel where you are now. When you close the chapel door behind you, all recollection of what has happened from the moment you picked up the telephone and heard my voice until you wake in bed will have been erased—every sound, every image, every detail, every nuance will vanish from your memory, never to be recovered. Then, counting to ten, you will ascend the stairs, and when you reach ten, you will regain full consciousness. When you open your eyes, you will believe you have awakened from a refreshing sleep. If you understand all that I’ve said, please tell me so.”
    “I understand.”
    “Good night, Susan.”
    “Good night,” she said, opening the door for him.
    He stepped out onto the landing and whispered, “Thank you.”
    “You’re welcome.”
    She softly closed the door.
    Like an invading armada that meant to steal all memory of the world from those sleeping in their cozy homes, galleons of heavy fog sailed in from the sea, plundering all color first, then detail, depth, and shape.
    From the other side of the door came the sound of the security chain sliding into the latch-plate slot.
    The first dead bolt snapped shut, followed a moment later by the second.
    Smiling, nodding with satisfaction, the doctor drank a little beer and stared at the steps in front of him, waiting. Glistening dewdrops, cold on the gray rubber treads: tears on a dead face.
    The back rail of the maple chair rapped once against the other side of the door as Susan wedged it under the knob.
    Now she would be padding barefoot back to bed.
    Without need of the handrail, as nimble as a boy, Dr. Ahriman went down the steep stairs, turning up the collar of his coat as he descended.
    The bricks on the front patio were wet and as dark as blood. As far as he could discern in the fog, the boardwalk beyond the patio appeared to be deserted.
    The gate in the white picket fence squeaked. In this earthbound cloud bank, the sound was muffled, too slight even to prick the ears of a cat on guard for mice.
    Departing, the doctor averted his face from the house. He had been equally discreet upon arrival.
    No lights had shone at the windows earlier. None were visible now. The retirees renting the lower two floors were no doubt snug under their blankets, as oblivious as their parakeets dozing in covered cages.
    Nevertheless, Ahriman took sensible precautions. He was the lord of memory, but not everyone was susceptible to his mind-clouding power.
    Its voice muted by the dense mist, the lazy surf crumbling to shore was less a sound than a vibration, less heard than felt as a tingle in the chilly air.
    Palm trees hung limp. Condensation dripped from the points of every blade of every frond, like clear venom from the tongues of serpents.
    He paused to look up at the fog-veiled crowns of