From the Heart

senator to win a full victory. It wasn’t enough just to be able to hold her. He wanted, needed, a lifetime. How much longer was it going to take? There were times when the need for caution frustrated him to the point of anger.
    He set down his drink, and then hers. Liv lifted her face for the kiss, but it was not as she had expected. His mouth was fierce. She was pressed back against the cushions of the sofa with his body fitted to hers. He tugged at her clothes impatiently. This was something new. Always, there had been a thread of control in his lovemaking, as if he compensated for the difference in their physical strengths with gentleness. Now, she felt the urgency as he pushed open her blouse to find her.
    His mouth was locked on hers, so that she couldn’t speak, or even moan, as he stripped off her jeans. She fumbled with his sweater, wanting to be flesh to flesh, but the press of their bodies together hampered her. With a low, savage oath, Thorpe stripped it off himself, pulling it over his head, then letting it fall to the floor.
    His mouth was suddenly everywhere—tasting, ravishing. She was pliant, fluid under his touch. She flowed wherever he took her, rising and falling to his whim. There was a wildness in him she had only glimpsed before.
    He took her on the couch as if it had been years since their last joining. The desperation went on and on until she knew there could be no more either of them could want or give. Then he was pulling her to the floor with him, heating her again while her body was still humming.
    She moaned his name once, half in protest, half in disbelief, as her passion mounted again.
    “More,” was all he said before his mouth took hers.
    His hands were as avid as they had been at the first touch, and her body as receptive. There was in her now an overwhelming need to possess, to be possessed. No longer was she only guided. Her hands sought him, found him, while her mouth clung hot and fast to his.
    She was shuddering without being aware of it. She heard only his labored breath in her ear when she wrapped around him. Need and fulfillment seemed to burst within her at once. Then she was once more pliant, once more limp. This time, Thorpe lay beside her and let his body rest.
    Yet he couldn’t prevent himself from touching her still. Her skin drew him, and the curve where waist flared to hip. His hands were gentle now. He kissed the slope of her shoulder, the delicate line of her jaw. He heard her sigh as she moved closer to him.
    As fiercely as passion had whipped through him before, now love ached inside him.
    “I love you.” He felt her immediate stillness and realized he had spoken aloud. Cupping her chin in his hand, he lifted her face to his. “I love you,” he said again. He hadn’t meant to tell her in exactly this way, but now that it had been done, he kept his eyes on hers. He wanted her to understand he meant what he said.
    She heard the words, saw them repeated in his eyes. Something moved inside of her like a tug-of-war, toward him and away. “No.” She shook her head and the word was weak. “No, don’t. I don’t want you to.”
    “You don’t have any choice.” The statement was calmer than his mood. Her answer, and the anxiety in her eyes, cut at him. “And, it seems, neither do I.”
    “No.” Pushing away, she sat up to cradle her head in her hands. Old doubts, old fears, old resolutions crowded at her. Pressure was squeezing her in a tight fist. “I can’t . . . . You can’t.”
    Love—that dangerous, dangerous word that left you naked and senseless. Accepting it was a risk, giving it a disaster. How could she let herself be caught in the web again?
    Thorpe took her shoulders and turned her to face him. Her response left him hurt and angry. The pale, miserable look on her face only added to it. “But I do love you,” he said curtly. “Not wanting me to doesn’t change it. I love you, have loved you for quite some time. If you’d bothered to look, you’d have seen that.”
    “Thorpe, please . . .” She could only shake her head. How could she explain to him? What did she want to explain? She wanted him to hold her until she could think clearly again. Love. How did it feel to know she was loved? If she could have a few moments. If her heart would stop pounding.
    “I’m not interested in only having your body, Olivia.” She could hear the temper and frustration in his voice. She stiffened against it. No, she would not be