Ghostwalker 09 - Ruthless Game

too fast for her. Sometimes I felt as if I was a terrible disappointment, although I know in my heart I wasn’t. It was just that I never did the things most moms think about.”
    Rose laughed. “I don’t know what moms think about. Me, I think about how fast I can take apart a weapon and put it back together again. Nice legacy to pass on to my child.”
    “Your child wil need it,” Rhianna pointed out. “Teaching him survival is the best thing you can ever do for him, Rose. Don’t let the rest of the world tel you any different.”
    Rose smiled at her. “Thanks, Rhianna, that’s a nice thing to say. I’m total y winging it as far as the mother thing goes.”
    “He’s beautiful,” Rhianna said. “I’ve never held a baby before. It was very different than I thought it would be.” She sent the other two women a wry smile.
    “I never even held a dol . Did you?”
    Rose burst out laughing again. “Can you imagine Whitney giving us dol s? Hell no. You met him. He wouldn’t understand why a girl might want a dol .
    We were learning hand-to-hand combat, not playing with toys.”
    “Not much preparation for his breeding program,” Jaimie said. “What did he think you were going to do once you had babies?”
    “I think he planned to take them away from us and give them to professionals who would raise the ultimate soldier under his guidance,” Rose said.
    “Someone needs to put a bul et in that man’s head,” Rhianna commented.
    Rose loved the feeling of life pulsing around them in the marketplace. She identified half a dozen languages as they moved through the crowd. The place was alive with laughter. Two vendors argued politics. A husband and wife examined wares holding hands. Children raced down the rows, and parents chased after them.
    “Isn’t this amazing?” Rose asked.
    Rhianna grinned at her. “You real y love this, don’t you?”
    “Yes. It’s wonderful. Real people.”
    “They’re real, al right. You see that man over there? The one lounging around looking hot with sunglasses and tight jeans?”
    “Very hot,” Rose agreed.
    “He’s looking for girls. Young girls with nowhere to go, starving for attention, hungry and scared. He’s a hawk, Rose, and he can spot one a mile out.
    The one over there, just in front of the row with al the flashy cool jewelry to draw kids is a drug dealer. That man over there beats the hel out of his wife, and those two kids are shoplifting, even though they’re wearing shoes that cost several hundred bucks a pair.”
    “Rhianna!” Jaimie frowned at her.
    “That’s what I see. I’m sorry, Rose. I shouldn’t have pointed them out to you. Just because it’s how I view the world, I shouldn’t put those images into your head.”
    “Yes you should. How wil I teach Sebastian if I can’t tel him what dangers to look for?” Rose objected. “How in the world did you learn to spot those kinds of things?”
    “Hard experience,” Rhianna’s voice was strictly neutral.
    Rose heard the warning. Rhianna didn’t want to talk about her past. She glanced at the set face and remained silent.
    Jaimie put her hand gently on Rhianna’s arm. “Rose was in a breeding program, Rhee. She’s been forced to do things and see things neither of us has ever had to face.”
    Rhianna flashed Rose a smal smile. “Sometimes I have a chip on my shoulder. You know, the woe-is-me-I’m-such-a-martyr complex. Ignore me.”
    “Nice to know you’re human. When we train, I swear you’re a machine.”
    Rhianna’s smile widened. “If any one of us is a machine, Rose, it’s you. You just had a baby, and you run circles around us.”
    It was the first time any of them had complimented her that way. Kane endlessly told her how beautiful she was, but no one had mentioned her abilities in the field. No matter how hard she’d tried, how much she embraced the things they taught her, how fast she learned, or how many times she hit the target without a miss, no one had commented. She tried not to let the glow she felt show on her face. These women—and Kane’s team members—viewed their lives matter-of-factly. They didn’t give compliments; they took it for granted that if you trained and worked with them, that you were elite.
    She found herself smiling. They’d accepted her not only into their family but as a member of their squad. She should have known. She had never been told she’d done a good job, she’d never been praised. If she succeeded or excel ed at