Jimm Juree 01; Killed at the Whim of a Hat

first time. I got the feeling he was angry and I was about to apologize, but…
    “I acted,” he said. “I’d debated making an issue of it, you know? Inviting the TV stations to come. Getting someone on camera to explain why people with my characteristics wouldn’t be suitable for the police force. Nobody had ever attempted it. Of course there are lots of gays in uniform but they’re all in their respective closets, not daring to poke their heads out. But when it came down to the wire, I chickened out. I was afraid they’d pretend I had some other fault which was the reason I’d been rejected and embarrass me with that instead. I was afraid I’d make my point and lose my opportunity. So I took the job over the principle.”
    “And spent your career being transferred to nowhere places like Pak Nam.”
    “What makes you think I didn’t request this?”
    “You’re a waste of talent, Lieutenant.”
    “You’re too sweet.”
    ♦
    The Chainawat building was a modest two-story slab of bricks not far from the bustling dockland of Ranong. There were a number of places with the same lack of style in the dusty side street. The southern Chinese went for simple practicality in their workplaces until they’d made as much money as they possibly could, then built gaudy, furniture-filled homes to retire to. Then they found they still spent most of their time in the workplace because, actually, you can never make too much money. In Thailand it was the Chinese who’d developed the south. Without them, the native southerners would still be lying in their hammocks sipping coconut water. Well, no. Come to think of it the natives still were. But the Chinese liked to work. It was tin that attracted them in the seventeenth century. Once they’d exhausted that they put in the southern train line to transport rubber to the capital. Despite what Old Mel would have us believe, it was the Chinese who introduced the oil palm, closely followed by drugs, gambling and prostitution. And with all that revenue, legal and otherwise, it was only fitting for the Siamese court to send out Chinese accountants to count the money. A lot of them became so rich counting it that they dug in as governors. Money and power became inextricably tied. You won’t find too many prime ministers over the past two hundred years without some decantation of Chinese blood in their veins.
    But for those of southern stock, refugees from Malaysia and India, there’s always been that dilemma – that unanswered question: “Why would you want to work eighteen hours a day just to make money when you could lie back and watch the terns skim across the surface of the water, when you could marvel at the height of a coconut palm or put mind bets on the layers of cloud that raced at different speeds overhead?”
    Small fat children on bicycles played in front of the Chainawat building, watched by an elderly lady so white and crinkly she appeared to have been carved out of polystyrene with a box cutter. She glared at us. This street, like the whole of Ranong, smelled of fish. We walked into a large reception space with nothing but an island of clunky wooden benches arranged into a square around an un-matching glass coffee table. A small child played with letter bricks on the tiled floor. A cat rolled over and exposed her nipples at us when we walked past. The middle-aged man who appeared from a side room seemed not at all pleased to see a strange uniformed officer in his midst. Companies had their regular police to pay off and didn’t appreciate interlopers.
    “Yeah?” he said. He looked like Jackie Chan’s accident-prone brother. We’d decided to let Chompu do the talking.
    “We’re looking for Vicha Chainawat.”
    “Yeah.”
    It wasn’t clear whether we’d found him or if he’d merely understood the question.
    “Are you Vicha Chainawat?”
    “No,” he said, and headed off toward a rear office. We assumed we were supposed to trot after him. This was a busy place with peopled desks and tables and computer banks and, seen through the French windows, Burmese women in long sarongs packing dried fish into plastic bags. There really was nowhere in the south where you didn’t trip over our disadvantaged neighbors. Our escort abandoned us in the midst of all this. We stood there like hat stands until, a minute later, Jackie’s brother returned with an old lady and an absolutely gorgeous man. Memories of my incomplete love affair with Liu De Hua came flooding