Kate Daniels 06 - Gunmetal Magic

with bricks, after Candy broke my legs. All I could do was crawl and Michelle chased me and threw bricks and rocks at my head. Michelle, who cheered while the bitch alpha beat my mother to a bloody pulp. Michelle “Hit her again, Candy!”
    I had killed every last one of them. Every last one, excepther. She had gone missing a couple of years before I came back and wiped that sadistic clan of bouda bitches off the face of the planet. I had tried to find her, but she had done a good job of covering her tracks.
    Raphael let go of the threads. “Andrea?”
    I was holding Michelle Carver’s child in my hands.
    I let go of the boy. He slid to the ground.
    “Andrea?” All blood drained from Michelle’s face. “Andrea Nash?”
    She backed away from me.
    Raphael started toward me.
    “Do you know what she is?” A hysterical note vibrated in Michelle’s voice. “She’s beastkin.”
    The world suddenly became very simple. I moved. Her mate tried to stand in my way. I backhanded him, and he went flying. I grabbed Michelle by her throat and drove her into the wall, pinning her in place. My arm had fur, and my hand had claws, and Michelle’s blood squirting under her skin through her jugular tickled my fingers.
    “Tell me again what I am.” I smashed the back of her head into the brick. “Tell me again.”
    Michelle croaked in my grip. She made no move to shift. She had no warrior form. She was never the strongest. No, she just liked to yip on the sidelines, picking on someone weaker out of fear. It changed nothing.
    “This woman did something bad to you?” Roman asked.
    “This woman tortured me and my mother.”
    Roman shrugged. “If you want to do her, do it quick. I’ll go watch the entrance for you.”
    He was gone. All that was left was me and Michelle’s pale, soft throat. The world was red. So, so red, and every time I exhaled, it was growing angrier and redder.
    Raphael’s hand rested on my shoulder. He stroked me, firm fingers caressing my fur. “You have the right. It would feel good.”
    It would feel great. He had no fucking idea how great it would be. I wanted to tell him that I finally caught her. I had told Raphael about her before. I wanted to tell him now how much I wanted to rip her apart, but all that came out was a snarl.
    “I know you.” Raphael put his arms around me, his mouth close to my ear, his voice soothing. “If you kill her in front ofher children, it will haunt you for the rest of your life. Let go, babe. Let her go.”
    No! No, she didn’t get to get away with this. No! Everybody else had paid, she would pay, too.
    My injured arm hurt. The pain was so raw, so fresh.
    She would pay. This weak, cruel waste of a human being. This piece of shit that tormented my childhood. She was the reason I’d woken up holding the fucking butcher knife. She was the reason Doolittle had had to take a saw to my arm. She would pay!
    “Let her go, honey. Let her go, Andi. For your own sake. For me. For us.” Raphael kissed my fur just below my ear. “Let her go.”
    I wanted to sink into the red. I wanted to see her blood on my hands. But his voice held me back.
    “Stand down,” he said. “Her children are watching. Stand down, honey.”
    I heard a tiny high-pitched sound, wailing at my side, and I realized it was the little boy bawling in hysterical fear. His sister sobbed.
    “You are better than this, Andi. Do the right thing. Walk away.”
    As I forced my fingers open, all the pain of my memories and all my frustration tore out of me in a sharp short scream. I spun and walked away, to the other wall, as far away from her as I could.
    “She’s beastkin,” Michelle breathed out. “She’s—”
    “She’s the clan beta and my mate,” Raphael said.
    Michelle staggered back as if he had hit her.
    Raphael’s eyes were two burning pools of blood-red fire. “Your application to the clan is denied. Gather your family and leave. If you’re in my territory by sundown, I’ll hunt you down and drag you before the clans to be tried for torture, abuse of a child, and whatever other charges our lawyers will level against you. You will be found guilty, you will suffer, and you will be executed. Your children will become the wards of the Pack and they’ll loathe your name by the time they grow up.”
    Michelle picked up the prone body of her husband. Her daughter grabbed the boy and they ran out.
    Raphael walked to me and wrapped his arms around me.
    My anger broke out in tortured sobs.