Lost Light

there as a matter of convenience,” Macy said. “It was the unluckiest decision they could have made.”
    No other patrons or employees were in the bar at the time of the incident. A person who was not in the bar saw the gunman fleeing after the shooting and was able to provide police with a limited description of the suspect. As a safety precaution the witness was not identified by police.

    I stopped reading to ask the librarian if I could simply print the story out.
    “It’s fifty cents a page,” she said. “Cash only.”
    “Okay, do it.”
    She hit the PRINT command and then leaned backwards in her seat to see if she could see down the aisle to the reference desk. Standing, I could see it better.
    “You’re still clear. Can you do one more for me?”
    “If we hurry. What is it?”
    I raced through my memory banks trying to come up with a name that would work for what I wanted to do next.
    “How about the word ‘terrorism’?”
    “Are you kidding me? Do you know how many stories that word’s been used in during the last two years?”
    “Right, right, what am I thinking? Let’s cut it down. The search words don’t have to be connected, like in a sentence, right?”
    “No. Listen, I need to get back to my -”
    “Okay, okay, how about the words ‘FBI’ and ‘suspected terrorist’ plus ‘Al Qaeda’ and ‘cell’ spelled with a ‘c.’ Could you try that?”
    “That will probably break the bank, too.”
    She typed in the information and we waited, and then the computer reported that there were 467 hits, all but six of them since September 11, 2001. Beneath this number the computer printed out the headline of each story. The screen displayed the first of forty-two pages of headline listings.
    “You’re going to have to look through this yourself,” Mrs. Molloy said. “I need to go back to my post now.”
    I had started the last search almost as a joke. My assumption was that Parenting Today would either interview Mrs. Molloy after I left or send another agent while he continued the tail. I wanted to add a terrorism angle to my search just so they would have something to puzzle over. Now I realized I might be able to find out about what the bureau was doing.
    “Okay,” I said. “That’s fine. Thanks for all of your help.”
    “Remember, we close the library at nine this evening. That gives you about twenty-five more minutes.”
    “Okay, thanks. Where did that printout go, by the way?”
    “The printer is at the front desk. Anything you print will come out there. You come to me and pay for it and I give it to you.”
    “A well-oiled machine.”
    She didn’t answer. She walked off and left me alone with the computer. I took a look around and didn’t see Parenting Today anywhere. I then dropped back down into the cubicle and began scrolling through the story list. I clicked on a few and started to read them but stopped each time I discerned that the story had not even a remote connection to Los Angeles. I realized I should have included Los Angeles in the key word search. I stood up to see if Mrs. Molloy was at the front desk but she was not there. The front desk was abandoned.
    I went back to the computer and on the third page of the story list a headline caught my eye.
    TERRORISM MONEY MAN CAPTURED AT BORDER CROSSING
    I clicked the READ button and pulled up the entire story. The box above the body of the story said it had been published a month earlier on page A13 of the newspaper. It was accompanied by a mugshot of a man with deeply tanned skin and wavy blond hair.
    By Josh Meyer
    Times Staff Writer

    A suspected money courier for supporters of global terrorism was arrested yesterday as he attempted to cross the Mexican border at Calexico with a satchel of cash, the Justice Department reported.
    Mousouwa Aziz, 39, who has been on the FBI’s terrorist watch list for four years, was apprehended by Border Patrol agents as he attempted to cross from the United States into Mexico.
    Aziz, who the FBI claims has ties to a Philippine cell of Al Qaeda terrorists, was carrying a large quantity of U.S. currency in a satchel found hidden under the seat of the car he was attempting to drive across the border. Aziz, who was alone in the car, was arrested without a struggle. He was being held in an unknown location under federal guidelines as an enemy combatant.
    Agents said Aziz had attempted to disguise himself by dyeing his hair blond and shaving the beard he had been known to