Love Is Always Write Volume 4

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    Aaron was struggling for words, and then he was laughing with incredulity as Danny moved up towards him and lay with his face against his, giving him a big sloppy kiss that made both of them giggle, and he could taste his own cum in Danny's mouth, and it didn't even feel weird that this was happening.
    "Let me do you now," he whispered. "I want to. Not like before."
    But Danny pinned him down, his hands holding his arms above his head as he said seriously: "You don't have to do turn and turnabout, you know. We can wait 'til you feel ready, 'til you feel you really want to. That was enough for me, man; you've no idea what a turn-on it was to do that after waiting for it for so long."
    And something inside Aaron made him smile that Danny had been thinking about it, too, while they'd been away together, and there was something so heartbreaking about Danny's gentleness with him, wanting everything to work out between them whatever it took, that he realized more than anything, that he wanted to do this.
    "I really want to," he whispered.
    He stroked the milk-and-honey skin on Danny's chest, inhaling the scent of him, and reached a hand down to his quivering dick, which lay hard and huge against his abs.
    Danny closed his eyes and sighed as he grasped it in his palm and began to stroke it, slowly at first and then harder, as Danny spread his legs and thrust upwards gently, finding a rhythm. And when Aaron finally plucked up the courage to lower his face towards his crotch, he couldn't believe how good Danny felt and tasted.
    He licked around the tip of Danny's cock, tasting the little bead of pre-cum that had formed there, and felt Danny shiver under him, and when he slid his mouth around the length of him, taking him as deep into his mouth as he dared, hearing him moan softly, it was such a good feeling that he was amazed at himself. How could he ever have imagined otherwise?
    He felt Danny's hands on his head, but it was a gentle ruffling of his hair, not an attempt to force his head down, and Aaron tried to imagine he was Danny and to do him like he liked to do himself, and as he felt Danny's thrusting get faster and he took him deeper and deeper into his throat, he knew he could pull away at the last minute, but he didn't want to.
    It was the sweetest feeling in the world, feeling Danny buck under him.
    "Fuck, Aaron, ahhhh!"
    He felt his cock jerk in his mouth, and he tasted the salty liquid, and he thought for a minute, wondering if he should spit, but then he swallowed, and swallowed again, sucking Danny dry, sucking the love from him, and they both lay still until Danny pulled him up towards him, kissing him and stroking his face.
    "That was fucking amazing, man."
    "Yeah," said Aaron, suddenly shy. "I guess I'll get better at it."
    Danny hugged him tight in his arms.
    "You still don't realize do you?" he said. "I'm crazy about you, dude, and that means that was the best I've ever had."
    Lying on the rough carpet of his rented apartment, Aaron suddenly felt like the luckiest guy in the world, wrapped in Danny's strong arms, where nothing bad could ever touch him again.
    Danny sighed, stroking his hair.
    "You're gonna have to go back to the garage, I guess, before Sam kicks both our asses," he said. "But not just yet. I want to stay here like this for a while. We got some catching up to do."
    Aaron felt the panic rising in him at the mention of work.
    "What if I don't even have a job anymore? I didn't call in. What if Sam fired me?"
    "Sam hasn't fired you," reassured Danny. "You're the best bike mechanic he's ever had at his garage, and he knows it. He's just worried about you, that's all. He's your buddy - they all are. You just don't get it, Aaron, you're a great guy. Everyone likes you."
    And Aaron started to relax just a little bit. There was something so calming about Danny that made him feel instantly as though the world had turned on its axis and become a better place.
    "Are you my guardian angel?" he asked in wonder, kissing Danny on the lips and searching in his eyes for an answer.
    But Danny just laughed.
    "Not a guardian angel," he said. "Just your buddy. And maybe one day, something a lot more than just your buddy."
    "I think you already are," murmured Aaron, resting his head on Danny's chest, not wanting the moment to end.
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    Aaron woke with a jump, and the old feeling of panic started to overtake him again as he felt the empty bed next to him and realized he was alone.
    Then he relaxed and