Martin Eden

and then asked:-
    “And you? When did you first know?”
    “Oh, I knew it all the time, almost, from the first.”
    “And I have been as blind as a bat!” he cried, a ring of vexation in his voice. “I never dreamed it until just how, when I—when I kissed you.”
    “I didn’t mean that.” She drew herself partly away and looked at him. “I meant I knew you loved almost from the first.”
    “And you?” he demanded.
    “It came to me suddenly.” She was speaking very slowly, her eyes warm and fluttery and melting, a soft flush on her cheeks that did not go away. “I never knew until just now when—you put your arms around me. And I never expected to marry you, Martin, not until just now. How did you make me love you?”
    “I don’t know,” he laughed, “unless just by loving you, for I loved you hard enough to melt the heart of a stone, much less the heart of the living, breathing woman you are.”
    “This is so different from what I thought love would be,” she announced irrelevantly.
    “What did you think it would be like?”
    “I didn’t think it would be like this.” She was looking into his eyes at the moment, but her own dropped as she continued, “You see, I didn’t know what this was like.”
    He offered to draw her toward him again, but it was no more than a tentative muscular movement of the girdling arm, for he feared that he might be greedy. Then he felt her body yielding, and once again she was close in his arms and lips were pressed on lips.
    “What will my people say?” she queried, with sudden apprehension, in one of the pauses.
    “I don’t know. We can find out very easily any time we are so minded.”
    “But if mamma objects? I am sure I am afraid to tell her.”
    “Let me tell her,” he volunteered valiantly. “I think your mother does not like me, but I can win her around. A fellow who can win you can win anything. And if we don’t—”
    “Yes?”
    “Why, we’ll have each other. But there’s no danger not winning your mother to our marriage. She loves you too well.”
    “I should not like to break her heart,” Ruth said pensively.
    He felt like assuring her that mothers’ hearts were not so easily broken, but instead he said, “And love is the greatest thing in the world.”
    “Do you know, Martin, you sometimes frighten me. I am frightened now, when I think of you and of what you have been. You must be very, very good to me. Remember, after all, that I am only a child. I never loved before.”
    “Nor I. We are both children together. And we are fortunate above most, for we have found our first love in each other.”
    “But that is impossible!” she cried, withdrawing herself from his arms with a swift, passionate movement. “Impossible for you. You have been a sailor, and sailors, I have heard, are—are—”
    Her voice faltered and died away.
    “Are addicted to having a wife in every port?” he suggested. “Is that what you mean?”
    “Yes,” she answered in a low voice.
    “But that is not love.” He spoke authoritatively. “I have been in many ports, but I never knew a passing touch of love until I saw you that first night. Do you know, when I said good night and went away, I was almost arrested.”
    “Arrested?”
    “Yes. The policeman thought I was drunk; and I was, too—with love for you.”
    “But you said we were children, and I said it was impossible, for you, and we have strayed away from the point.”
    “I said that I never loved anybody but you,” he replied. “You are my first, my very first.”
    “And yet you have been a sailor,” she objected.
    “But that doesn’t prevent me from loving you the first.”
    “And there have been women—other women—oh!”
    And to Martin Eden’s supreme surprise, she burst into a storm of tears that took more kisses than one and many caresses to drive away. And all the while there was running through his head Kipling’s line: “ And the Colonel’s lady and Judy O’Grady are sisters under their skins .” It was true, he decided; though the novels he had read had led him to believe otherwise. His idea, for which the novels were responsible, had been that only formal proposals obtained in the upper classes. It was all right enough, down whence he had come, for youths and maidens to win each other by contact; but for the exalted personages up above on the heights to make love in similar fashion had seemed unthinkable. Yet the novels were wrong. Here was a proof of it. The same