Mercy Thompson 01-05 - THE MERCY THOMPSON COLLECTION

I’d used to hunt vampires. Maybe even another magically virtuous stake.
    I’d never seriously considered killing Marsilia as a way to save myself. First, I’d been to the seethe. Second, she had too many minions who would kill me back.
    So why did I think I could kill Blackwood?
    I knew, I knew, that the James Blackwood I’d met was not the real face of the vampire. But I had met him, and he wasn’t too scary. He didn’t have minions. And he was using Amber without her knowledge or permission, turning her into his slave: a woman who left her child alone in a house with a ghost and an almost stranger. I couldn’t help Amber with her ghost ... maybe I’d even made it worse. But I could help her with the vampire.
    â€œAll right,” I said. “I’d rather have to”—I nearly choked on the next word—“obey you than listen to him.”
    He watched me for a heartbeat. “All right,” he agreed.
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    HE PULLED OVER AT A REST AREA. THERE WAS A ROW OF semis parked for the night, but the lot for cars was empty. He unbuckled and walked between the front seats to the back. I followed him slowly.
    He sat on the bench seat in the back and patted the seat beside him. When I hesitated, he said, “You don’t have to do this. I’m not going to force you.”
    If I didn’t have Stefan to interfere, Blackwood probably could make me do whatever he wanted. I’d have no way to help Amber.
    Of course, if Marsilia killed me first, I wouldn’t have to worry about any of it.
    â€œAm I putting Adam and his pack in more danger?” I asked.
    Stefan did me the courtesy of considering it, though I could smell his eagerness: he smelled like a wolf hot on the trail of something tasty. If I ran, I wondered, would he be compelled to chase me the way a werewolf would have?
    I stared at him and reminded myself that I’d known him a long time. He’d never made any move he thought would harm me. This was Stefan, not some nameless hunter.
    â€œI don’t see how,” he told me. “Adam won’t like it, I’m sure. Witness his reaction when I called you by accident. But he’s a practical man. He knows all about desperate choices.”
    I sat down beside him, all too conscious of the cool temperature of his body, cooler, I thought than usual. I was glad to know that this would help him, too. I was really, really tired of causing all my friends nothing but grief.
    He brushed my hair away from my neck, and I caught his hand.
    â€œWhat about the wrist?” The last time he’d bitten my wrist.
    He shook his head. “It’s more painful. Too many nerves near the surface.” He looked at me. “Do you trust me?”
    â€œI wouldn’t be doing this if I didn’t.”
    â€œOkay. I’m going to restrain you a little because if you jerk while I’m still at your neck, you might make me cut through the wrong thing and you could bleed to death.” He didn’t pressure me, just sat on the plush bench seat as if he could stay there the rest of my life.
    â€œHow?” I said.
    â€œI’ll have you fold your arms over your stomach, and I’ll hold them there.”
    I did a panic check, but Tim had never restrained me that way. I tried not to think about how he’d held me down and was only moderately successful.
    â€œGo up to the front of the van,” Stefan said. “The keys are in the ignition. You’ll have to drive yourself home because I can’t stay here. I have to hunt now. I’ll—”
    I wrapped my arms around myself and leaned against him. “Okay, do it.”
    His arm came slowly around my shoulders and over my right arm. When I stayed put, he put his hand over my arms in such a way that I couldn’t free myself.
    â€œAll right?” He asked calmly, as if need hadn’t turned his eyes jewel-bright, like Christmas lights in the dark van.
    â€œAll right,” I said.
    His teeth must have been razor-sharp because I didn’t feel them slice through skin, only the cool dampness of his mouth. Only when he began to draw blood did it start to hurt.
    Who feeds at my table?
    The roar in my head made me panic as Stefan’s bite had not. But I held very still, like a mouse when it first notices the cat. If you don’t move, it might not attack.
    The steady draw of Stefan’s mouth faltered for an instant. Then he resumed