Nightside 03 - Nightingales Lament

magic and much bluff, say others."
    "We are combat magicians, mystic warriors."
    "And you are just a man, full of talk and tricks."
    I stood my ground and said nothing, still smiling my friendly smile.
    The bodyguard on the left looked at the one on the right. "I think it's time for our coffee break."
    The one on the right looked at me. "Half an hour be enough?"
    "Three-quarters," I said, just to show I could play hardball.
    The two combat magicians bowed slightly to me and walked unhurriedly away. They just might have been able to take me, but they'd never know now. I've always been good at bluffing, but it helps that most people in the Nightside aren't too tightly wrapped, at the best of times. I knocked on the dressing room door, and when no-one answered, I let myself in.
    Rossignol was sitting on a chair, facing her dressing room mirror, studying her reflection in the mirror. She didn't even look round as I shut the door behind me. Her face was calm, and quietly sad, lost in the depths of her own gaze. I leaned back against the closed door and looked her over carefully. She was a tiny little thing, only five feet tall, slender, gamine, dressed in a blank white T-shirt and washed-out blue jeans.
    She had long, flat, jet-black hair, framing a pale pointed face that was almost ghostly in the sharp unforgiving light of the dressing room. She had high cheekbones, a long nose, pale pink lips, and not a trace of make-up. If she was thinking anything, it didn't show in her expression. Her hands were clasped loosely together in her lap, as though she'd forgotten they were there. I said her name aloud, and she turned slowly to face me. I did wonder for a moment whether she might have been drugged, given a little something to keep her calm and manageable, but that thought disappeared the moment I met her gaze. Her eyes were large and a brown so dark they were almost black, full of fire and passion. She smiled briefly at me, just a faint twitching of her pale mouth.
    "I don't get many visitors these days. I like it that way. How did you get past the two guard dogs at my door?"
    "I'm John Taylor."
    "Ah, that explains many things. You are perhaps the only person in the Nightside with a more disturbing reputation than mine." She spoke English perfectly, with just enough of a French accent to make her effortlessly charming. "So now, why would the infamous John Taylor be interested in a poor little nightclub singer like me?"
    "I've been hired to look into your welfare. To make sure you're all right and not being taken advantage of."
    "How nice. Who hired you? Not the Cavendishes, I assume."
    I gave her a brief smile of my own. "My client wishes to remain confidential."
    "And I do not get a say in the matter?"
    "I'm afraid not."
    "It is my life we are discussing, Mr. Taylor."
    "Please. Call me John."
    "As you wish. You may call me Ross. You still haven't answered my question, John. What makes you think I need your assistance? I assure you, I am perfectly safe and happy here."
    "Then why the heavy muscle outside your door?"
    Her mouth made a silent moue of distaste. "They keep the more obsessive fans at bay. The over-enthusiastic and the stalkers. Ah, my audience! They would fill every moment of my life, if they could. I need time to myself, to be myself."
    "What about friends and family?"
    "I have nothing to say to them." Ross folded her arms across her chest and gave me a hard, angry stare. "Where were they when I needed them? For years they didn't want to know me, never answered my letters or my pleas for but a little support, to keep me going until my career took off. But the moment I became just a little bit famous, and there was the scent of real money in the air, ah then, suddenly all my family and my so-called friends were all over me, looking for jobs and hand-outs and a chance to edge their way into the spotlight, too. To hell with them. To hell with them all. I have learned the hard way to trust no-one but myself."
    "Not even your roadie, Ian?"
    She smiled genuinely for the first time. "Ian, yes. Such a sweet boy. He believed in me, even during the bad times when I was no longer sure myself. There will always be a place for him with me, for as long as he wants it. But at the end of the day, I am the star, and I will decide what his place is." She shrugged
    briefly. "Not even the closest of friends can always climb the ladder at the same pace. Some will always be left behind."
    I decided to change the subject. "I