Rough Weather: A Spenser Novel

competence.”
    “What do you think about intuitive opinions,” I said.
    “Probably what you do,” Susan said. “I prefer tangible support, but sometimes if it is unavailable, intuition may have to do.”
    “And intuition ain’t licking it off a stone,” Hawk said. “It what you know. What you’ve seen and heard and smelled. People you’ve known who are like this person.”
    Susan smiled.
    “Experience,” Susan said.
    “The very word,” Hawk said.
    “He thinks it’s someone close to the family,” I said.
    “It usually is,” Susan said.
    “Talk to me about symptoms,” I said.
    “Of childhood sexual abuse?” Susan said. “Low self-esteem, dependency, promiscuity, and at the same time trouble with intimacy, a kind of frantic aimlessness, fear of the unknown. Some or any of these, or none, or other symptoms, depending on the person.”
    “Do people get over it?”
    “You mean without help?” Susan said.
    “Yeah.”
    “If they do,” Susan said, “we never see them and thus don’t know. I would guess that it would be unusual.”
    “Her mother came and took her home as soon as she could leave the hospital. Weiss recommended therapy,” I said. “Any way to know if she’s seen a shrink around here?”
    “Other than asking her, or her mother,” Susan said, “none that I can think of.”
    “Family doctor, maybe,” I said.
    “If the shrink went to her,” Hawk said, “be a security log on him.”
    I stared at him for a moment.
    “The Tashtego patrol,” I said.
    “Uh-huh.”
    “Security log,” I said. “And all this time I thought you were just another ugly face.”
    Hawk ignored me.
    “What’s for supper,” he said to Susan.
    “We begin with a wedge of iceberg lettuce with ranch dressing. Then a recipe I saw in the
Times
. Noodles with ground lamb, pistachio nuts, oregano, and a béchamel sauce.”
    Hawk said, “Wow!”
    “It will be delicious,” Susan said.
    “You think?” Hawk said.
    “I will stake my reputation on it,” Susan said.
    “As a cook?” Hawk said.
    “Absolutely.”
    “Susan,” Hawk said. “You ain’t got no reputation as a cook.”
    “I will,” she said, “after you wrap your chops around this meal.”
    “That good,” I said.
    “That good,” Susan said. “Maybe better.”
    And incredibly, it was.

 
    Hawk and I were in Providence
in the offices of Absolute Security, talking to Artie Fonseca.
    “Security logs?” Fonseca said.
    “You saying you didn’t keep any?”
    “Well, sure,” he said, “we kept them. But they are for our internal use only. I couldn’t release them to you without explicit instructions from Mrs. Bradshaw.”
    “How many of your people got killed,” I said, “when the wedding thing went down?”
    “Four,” Fonseca said. “You know that.”
    “And what did you say to me about that?”
    “Sure, I know. I said anything I could do to help … but thecops already got the whole wedding list. What good will the daily logs do you, going back five years?”
    “I want to see if there’s a shrink that was treating Adelaide.”
    “The daughter? Why?”
    “If there is one,” I said, “I’d like to talk to him.”
    “Man,” Fonseca said. “I can’t …”
    I looked at Hawk.
    “Four of his people,” I said to Hawk. “Killed without a chance. Didn’t even get the holsters unsnapped.”
    “Man don’t seem to care,” Hawk said.
    “There’s a confidentiality clause in the contract,” Fonseca said. “I violate it, we lose the account. I gotta think of the guys working for me now. They’d be out of work.”
    “No,” I said. “You violate it,
and they find out
, you might lose the account.”
    “And you won’t tell them.”
    “No.”
    “How about him?” Fonseca said, nodding at Hawk.
    “Hawk? He doesn’t tell anybody anything,” I said. “Even when he should.”
    Hawk smiled happily.
    “Jesus, Spenser,” Fonseca said. “You got me in a bind.”
    “Simple business,” I said. “Either you let somebody gun down four of your people like vermin and walk away from it, or you do what you can to even it up.”
    Fonseca stood and walked across the room. He got a bottle of water out of a small refrigerator.
    “You guys want any water?” he said.
    Hawk and I shook our heads. Fonseca walked back to his desk and sat down. He unscrewed the top on the bottle of water and drank some.
    “Gotta stay hydrated,” he said.
    I waited. Hawk waited. Fonseca looked at the water bottle. Then he looked out his