Shadow Puppets (Ender, Book 7) (Shadow Saga)

don't wish to pressure you, but your families futures are at stoke, and so far you haven't even consulted with them directly.
    As for the Belgian, PW has given him a job-Assistant to the Hegemon. He has his own letterhead and email identity, a sort of minister without portfolio, with no bureaucracy to command and no money to disburse. Yet he keeps busy all day long. I wonder what be does.
    I should have said that the Belgian has no official staff. Unofficially, Suri seems to be at his beck and call. I've heard from several observers that the change in him is quite astonishing. He never showed such exaggerated respect to you or PW as he does to the Belgian. They dine together often, and while the Belgian has never actually visited the barracks and training ground or gone on assignments or maneuvers with your little army, the inference that the Belgian is cultivating some degree of influence or even control over the Hegemony's small fighting force is inescapable. Are you in contact with Suri? When I tried to broach the subject with him, he never so much as answered.
    As far you, my brilliant young friend, I hope you realize that all of Sister Carlotta's false identities were provided by the Vatican, and your use of them blares like a trumpet within Vatican walls. They have asked me to assure you that Achilles has no support within their ranks, and never did have, even before he murdered Carlotta, but if they can track you so easily, perhaps someone else can as well. As they say, a word to the wise is sufficient. And here I've gone and written five paragraphs.
    -Graff
    Petra and Bean traveled together for a month before things came to a head. At first Petra was content to let Bean make all the decisions. After all, she had never gone underground like this, traveling with false identities. He seemed to have all sorts of papers, some of which had been with him in the Philippines, and the rest in various hiding places scattered throughout the world.
    The trouble was, all her identities were designed for a sixty-year old woman who spoke languages that Petra had never learned. "This is absurd," she told Bean when he handed her the fourth such identity. "No one will believe this for an instant."
    "And yet they do," said Bean.
    "And I'd like to know why," she retorted. "I think there's more to this than the paperwork. I think we're getting help every time we pass through an identity check."
    "Sometimes yes, sometimes no," said Bean.
    "But every time you use some connection of yours to get a security guard to ignore the fact that I do not look old enough to be this person-"
    "Sometimes, when you haven't had enough sleep-"
    "You're too tall to be cute. So give it up." "Petra.
    I agree with you," said Bean at last. "These were all for Sister Carlotta, and you don't look like her, and we are leaving a trail of favors asked for and favors done. So we need to separate."
    "Two reasons why that won't happen," said Petra.
    "You mean besides the fact that traveling together was your idea from the beginning? Which you blackmailed me into because we both know you'd get killed without me?-which hasn't stopped you from criticizing the way I go about keeping you alive, I notice."
    "The second reason," Petra said, ignoring his effort to pick a fight, "is that while we're on the run you can't do anything. And it drives you crazy not to do anything."
    "I'm doing a lot of things," said Bean.
    "Besides arranging for us to get past stupid security guards with bad ID?"
    "Already I've started two wars, cured three diseases, and written an epic poem. If you weren't so self-centered you would have noticed."
    "You're such a jack of all trades, Julian."
    "Staying alive isn't doing nothing."
    "But it isn't doing what you want to do with your life," said Petra.
    "Staying alive is all I've ever wanted to do with my life, dear child."
    "But in the end, you're going to fail at that," said Petra.
    "Most of us do. All of us, actually, unless Sister Carlotta and the Christians turn out to be right."
    "You want to accomplish something before you die."
    Bean sighed. "Because you want that, you think everyone does."
    "The human need to leave something of yourself behind is universal."
    "But I'm not human."
    "No, you're superhuman," she said in disgust. "There's no talking to you, Bean."
    "And yet you persist."
    But Petra knew perfectly well that Bean felt just as she did-that it wasn't enough to stay in hiding, going from place to place, taking a bus here, a train