Speaking in Tongues

the walls, bars on the windows.
    A padded cell.
    And the whole place stank so bad she thought she might puke.
    She sat up briefly, trying to find a light. There was none. The overhead lamp had been removed and the room was dark. Maybe she—
    Suddenly roaring filled her ears. Her vision dissolved into black grains and she collapsed back on the bed, passed out. Sometime later she opened her eyes again, managed to sit up then waited until the dizziness passed and she stumbled into the tiny bathroom. The drug he’d injected . . . it was still in her system. She’d have to take it slow.
    Megan sat down on the toilet, spread her legs and finally worked up the courage to examine herself. No tenderness or pain. No come. He might have groped but he hadn’t raped her. She sighed in relief then urinated and washed her hands and face in the basin. She drank a dozen handfuls of icy water. As she stood—careful, careful, take your time—she caught sight of herself in the metal mirror bolted to the wall. She gasped. Pale and haggard, blond hair knotted and filthy. Eyes red and puffy. And frightened. Megan stepped away from the mirror quickly.
    She looked for her clothes. Nothing. She couldn’t find anything to wrap herself in. No sheets or curtains. This started a crying fit. She huddled into a ball and sobbed.
    Wondering how long she’d been unconscious. A week, a day? She wasn’t hungry so she guessed it was still Saturday. Maybe Sunday at the latest.
    Was anyone looking for her?
    Did anyone know she was missing?
    Her parents, of course. She’d missed the lunch. Which she’d been going to blow off anyway. Thank God she hadn’t called her mother and told her she wasn’t coming, the way she’d planned. If that had happened they still wouldn’t miss her.
    And Amy . . .
    Should have told her where I was going.
    But, no, Crazy Megan wouldn’t hear of that. C.M. was embarrassed, didn’t want anybody to know she’s been seeing a shrink. Fuck. She should’ve gone to Juvie Detention after all. Ten days in jail and it’d be over with. But Megan had to pick the nut doctor.
    Who is he? she screamed to herself. Was he the man in that car that’d been following her near school? She’d started to believe that was her imagination.
    Guess not, honey, Crazy Megan offers with no sympathy whatsoever.
    Standing by the bed, Megan looked out the barred window into a huge field of tall grass and brush. Some trees, many of them cut down and left to rot.
    She gasped suddenly as a huge dog trotted past the window and stopped, staring up at her. A bit of bloody flesh dangled from its mouth, red, like a scrap of steak.Its eyes were spooky—too human—and it seemed to recognize her. Then suddenly the dog tensed, wheeled and vanished.
    She examined the window. The iron bars were thick and the space between them was far too small for her to get through.
    Frustrated, she pounded her palms against the wall.
    Who is he?
    Megan strode to the door, gripped and pulled it hard. It was, of course, locked tight. The tears returned suddenly; they fell on her breasts, and her nipples contracted painfully from the sobbing and the dank cold of the dismal room.
    Who is he?
    Why did they make her go to see the doctor? If they hadn’t this never would’ve happened.
    What’d I do to deserve this? Nothing! I didn’t do a thing!
    If her mother was going to fuck nerds in Baltimore then for Christ’s sake why didn’t she call me? Just a three-minute phone call. Sorry honey I’m going to be late call Domino’s and use the charge card have Amy over and all right even Brittany too but no boys . . .
    If her father was going to waste his life chasing bimbettes why couldn’t he at least spend more than one weekend a month with her?
    This was their fault! Her parents!
    I hate you so much! I fucking hate you. I—
    A sound.
    What was it?
    A scuttling . . .
    It came from the ceiling. Looking up, she saw a number of dark clusters where the wall met the ceiling. She moved closer. Spiders! Two huge black ones. And one had just given birth—a hundred hundred tiny dots of infants flowed down the wall like black water.
    Megan shivered, overwhelmed with disgust, her skin crawling at the sight. She raced toward the door, slamming into it with all her weight, and collapsed onto the splintery floor. She crawled along it, pushing at the baseboards, trying to find a weak spot. Nothing.
    She pulled a wad of toilet paper off the roll, hesitated then crushed