The Big Cat Nap

Tara’s dreams, her dating, and what a good volleyball player she was in high school and college. It was a way to keep her with them. In time, the stories of their daughter would subside, as would the grief. The questions over God’s plan, however, would never subside.
    Herb, unlike many priests, ministers, and pastors, didn’t have a ready bag of pat answers. He couldn’t understand why snatching a lovely, good girl entering the prime of her life could serve any earthly purpose.
    He had seen Tara grow up. He’d taught her catechism for twoyears, for which Tara evidenced little enthusiasm. She used to make him laugh and remember that when he was her age, he lacked enthusiasm for catechism, as well. When she took her first communion after the simple confirmation ceremony, she looked up at him in his vestments and he had to fight the urge to wink at her.
    As Herb drove back to St. Luke’s—his Chevy running like a top after being fixed—he, too, asked God unsettling questions. The answers he received were the ones he always received: Faith. Trust. Love. He first heard that call as a young soldier in Vietnam. Back stateside, filled with dreadful memories of the horrors of combat, he entered seminary. Decades later: faith, trust, and love. Like most of us in this life, he had no assurance that his efforts truly helped anyone, but he nevertheless tried. He prayed for Tara and her parents and would continue to pray for them often.
    With a heavy heart, he walked into the beautiful stone administrative building on the St. Luke’s quad. He passed his secretary, Lenore Siebert, who was about the same age as Tara. She opened her mouth, but before anything came out, Big Mim walked out of the living room, which was really a meeting room. Three cats and Miranda followed behind her.
    Big Mim took his hand while Miranda took the other one. They walked him into the room, its windows wide open, and sat him down.
    Big Mim took charge, as always. “Nothing can make this better, but we have something that might let the Meolas know how deeply we all care.”
    Miranda handed Herb an envelope. “This is a start. Big Mim called everyone in the parish, and the two of us made the rounds.”
    Big Mim smiled. “Open it.”
    Inside the envelope was a check for five thousand dollars, made out to the Tara Meola Scholarship Fund.
    “Girls.” Herb’s eyes filled up again.
    “Each year we will raise this amount or maybe more. We will ask Sharon and Artie to select a young person entering college who they think reflects some of their daughter’s wonderful qualities.” Big Mim, not always the most sensitive of people, smiled.
    “Girls,” Herb repeated himself.
    He was as moved by Big Mim’s compassion as the check. The old girl was changing.
    Elocution, knowing her human was overcome, jumped on the back of the sofa and put a paw on his shoulder to give him a kiss with her rough tongue.
“It’s all right, Poppy.”
    “Miranda was with me every step of the way, even if she isn’t a Lutheran.” Big Mim reached for Miranda’s hand. “And so was Victor Gatzembizi. Catholic, you know. So many people pitched in.”
    Herb held the check, studied it, glanced at the two old friends. “ ‘God moves in a mysterious way. His wonders to perform.’ ”

S tanding in the equipment shed where the big tractor sat, as well as the smaller, thirty-horsepower unit, Harry took off her ball cap, throwing it on the crusher run. “I am bullshit mad.”
    Fair burst out laughing. He couldn’t help it.
    “Oh, boy, she’ll really get hot now.”
Tucker stepped farther away from the humans.
    Mrs. Murphy and Pewter, perched on the high tractor seat of the eighty-horsepower John Deere, watched, big-eyed.
    “What’s funny? What’s so damned funny?” Not a woman given to profanity, Harry was losing her composure.
    “Baby, you’re acting just like your father.” Fair put his hands in his pockets.
    A long pause followed, then Harry laughed. “Daddy did have a habit of throwing his cap down, didn’t he?”
    “Hey, when his Orioles cap hit the dirt, you knew to clear out.” Fair laughed. “The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.”
    Her voice lightened. “Well, I am mad. I shouldn’t swear about it, but, Fair, if you could have heard that twit. Sanctimonious twit.”
    “He’s not my favorite, but I only see Yancy Hampton in passing.”
    “Fair, he gave me a decent price for the sunflowers per hundredweight. But I just don’t know if