The Black Ice (hb-2)

for what was still ahead of them.
    He thought he heard the short, high-pitched bark of the coyote in the distance behind the house. Teresa raised her head off his chest and then they heard the animal’s lonesome baying.
    “Timido,” he heard her say quietly.
    Harry felt the guilt pass over him again. He thought of Teresa. Had he tricked her into telling him? He didn’t think so. Maybe, again, it was guilt over what he had not yet done. What he knew he would do with the information she had given.
    She seemed to know his thoughts were away from her. Perhaps a change in his heartbeat, a slight tensing in his muscles.
    “Nothing,” she said.
    “What?”
    “You asked what I was going to do. Nothing. I’m not going to get involved in this bullshit any further. If they want to bury it, let them bury it.”
    Harry knew then that she would make a good permanent chief medical examiner for the county of Los Angeles.
    He felt himself falling away from her in the dark.
    Teresa rolled off him and sat on the edge of the bed, looking out the window at the three-quarter moon. They had left the curtain open. The coyote howled once more. Bosch thought he could hear a dog answering somewhere in the distance.
    “Are you like him?” she asked.
    “Who?”
    “Timido. Alone out there in the dark world.”
    “Sometimes. Everybody is sometimes.”
    “Yes, but you like it, don’t you?”
    “Not always.”
    “Not always…”
    He thought about what to say. The wrong word and she’d be gone.
    “I’m sorry if I’m distant,” he tried. “There’s a lot of things…”
    He didn’t finish. There was no excuse.
    “You do like living up here in this little, lonely house, with the coyote as your only friend, don’t you?”
    He didn’t answer. The face of Sylvia Moore inexplicably came back into his mind. But this time he felt no guilt. He liked seeing her there.
    “I have to go,” Teresa said. “Long day tomorrow.”
    He watched her walk naked into the bathroom, picking her purse up off the night table as she went. He listened as the shower ran. He imagined her in there, cleaning all traces of him off and out of her and then splashing on the all-purpose perfume she always carried in her purse to cover up any smells left on her from her job.
    He rolled to the side of the bed to the pile of his clothes on the floor and got out his phone book. He dialed while the water still ran. The voice that answered was dulled with sleep. It was near midnight.
    “You don’t know who this is and I never talked to you.”
    There was silence while Harry’s voice registered.
    “Okay, okay. Got it. I understand.”
    “There’s a problem on the Cal Moore autopsy.”
    “Shit, I know that, man. Inconclusive. You don’t have to wake me up to-”
    “No, you don’t understand. You are confusing the autopsy with the press release on the autopsy. Two different things. Understand now?”
    “Yeah… I think I do. So, what’s the problem?”
    “The assistant chief of police and the acting chief ME don’t agree. One says suicide, the other homicide. Can’t have both. I guess that’s what you call inconclusive in a press release.”
    There was a low whistling sound in the phone.
    “This is good. But why would the cops want to bury a homicide, especially one of their own? I mean, suicide makes the department look like shit as it is. Why bury a murder unless it means there’s something-”
    “Right,” Bosch said and he hung up the phone.
    A minute later the shower was turned off and Teresa came out, drying herself with a towel. She was totally unabashed about her nakedness with him and Harry found he missed that shyness. It had eventually left all the women he became involved with before they eventually left him.
    He pulled on blue jeans and a T-shirt while she dressed. Neither spoke. She looked at him with a thin smile and then he walked her out to her car.
    “So, we still have a date for New Year’s Eve?” she asked after he opened the car door for her.
    “Of course,” he said, though he knew she would call with an excuse to cancel it.
    She leaned up and kissed him on the lips, then slipped into the driver’s seat.
    “Good– bye, Teresa,” he said, but she had already closed the door.

    * * *

    It was midnight when he came back inside. The place smelled of her perfume. And his own guilt. He put Frank Morgan’s
Mood Indigo
on the CD player and stood there in the living room without moving, just listening to the phrasing on the