The Crippled God

road-menders, the lamp-makers, the hawkers of songbirds and the dog-skinners, the mothers and the whores and the consorts and the drug-peddlers – they all set down the things they would do, to fight this war of yours .
    It all stops, and for so many now will never start again .
    You’ve ripped out the side of your people, left a gaping wound – a wound like the one before us. And we flow through it like blood. We spill out and scab up on the other side .
    The Soletaken were all sembled now. They knew what needed to bedone. And as the ranks drew up, Aparal saw his Eleint-fouled kin take position, each at the head of his or her own elite soldiers.
    But a Hust Legion awaits us. Slayers of Hounds and Dragons, in all the mad laughter of war .
    This next battle. It will be our last .
    He looked up to the battlements, but Kadagar was not there. And from his soldiers resting on all sides, his commoners so bloodied, so utterly ruined, Aparal heard the same words. ‘ He comes. Our lord shall lead us .’
    Our lord. Our very own rag doll .
    ‘Water, Highness. Drink.’
    She barely had strength to guide the mouthpiece to her lips. Like rain in a desert, the water flowed through the ravaged insides of her mouth. Lacerated tissues stung awake, her throat opened in relief. She pulled it away, gasping.
    ‘What’s happening? Where am I?’
    ‘The witches and your brother, Queen, they killed the Hounds.’
    Hounds .
    What day is this? In a world without days, what day is this?
    ‘They’re little girls now,’ her companion said.
    Yan Tovis blinked up at her. A familiar face. ‘Your brother?’
    The woman looked away.
    ‘I’m sorry.’
    She shook her head. ‘I will see them soon, my queen. That’s what I look forward to now.’
    ‘Don’t think that way—’
    ‘Forgive me, Highness. I took care of them all my life, but against this, I wasn’t enough. I failed. It’s too much. From the very start, it was too much.’
    Yan Tovis stared up at the woman’s face, the dry eyes, the absence of expression. She’s already gone . ‘“They await you on the Shore.”’
    A brittle half-smile. ‘So we say over our dead, yes. I remember.’
    Over our dead .
    ‘Tell the witches – if they do that to me again – if they use me like that – ever again – I will kill them both.’
    The woman flinched. ‘They look ten years old, Highness.’
    ‘But they aren’t. They’re two old women, sour and bitter and hateful of the world. Go, give them my warning, soldier.’
    With a silent nod, the young woman rose.
    Yan Tovis settled her head, felt the sand grinding against the back of her skull. Empty sky. Dreams of darkness. If I had knelt to the Shore, they couldn’t touch me. Instead, they punished me .
    ‘But if they hadn’t,’ she whispered, ‘those Hounds would have killedhundreds more. Which of us, then, is sour and bitter? Hateful of the world?’
    I will go to her. To Kharkanas. I will beg her forgiveness. Neither of us can withstand the weight of this crown. We should cast it off. We can find the strength for that. We must .
    Oh, I am a fool. Yedan will not yield. The lives lost must mean something, even when they don’t. So, it seems we must all die. It seems we have no choice. Not the Shake, not the Letherii, not Sandalath Drukorlat, Queen of High House Dark .
    She reached down and came up with a handful of white sand – crumbled bones. ‘It’s all here,’ she whispered. ‘Our entire history, right here. From then … to now. To what’s coming. All … here.’ And she watched, as she closed that hand into a fist, as if to crush it all.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN
     
Stone whispers
Patience
But we take chisel in hand
Child begs
Not yet
But the sands have run out
Sky cries
Fly
But we hold our ground
Wind sings
Free
But roots bind us down
Lover sighs
Stay
But we must be gone
Life pleads
Live
But death is the dream
We beg
Not yet
But the sands have run out
Stone whispers
Patience …
     
    Incantation
Gallan of Kharkanas
     
    ‘ THERE WILL COME A TIME,’ VENTURED SECHUL LATH, ‘WHEN WE shall be all but forgotten.’
    ‘Speak for yourself,’ growled Errastas. ‘ And they shall drink blood . Remember that? Book of Elders. Andthat is the last memory of us that will remain. As drinkers of blood. A tyranny of thirst. If it is not for us to save our worshippers, then who will – who will save all these wretched mortals?’
    Behind them, feet thumping the ground like a drum of war, Kilmandaros said, ‘They