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The Last Letter from Your Lover

The Last Letter from Your Lover

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Autoren: Jojo Moyes
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indecision. ‘Yes, that’s it, darling. Whisky. Two fingers, with ice. Thank you.’
    At supper, he sat on her right at the large, polished mahogany table, a great expanse of which was empty and unadorned. She ladled the steaming food on to plates, and he placed them at each setting. This is my life, she found herself thinking, as she watched his hands move. This is what we do in the evenings.
    ‘I thought we might have the Moncrieffs to dinner on Friday. Might you be up to it?’
    She took a little bite from her fork. ‘I think so.’
    ‘Good.’ He nodded. ‘Our friends have been asking after you. They would like to see that you’re . . . back to your old self.’
    She raised a smile. ‘That will be . . . nice.’
    ‘I thought we probably wouldn’t do too much for a week or two. Just till you’re up to it.’
    ‘Yes.’
    ‘This is very good. Did you make it?’
    ‘No. It was Mrs Cordoza.’
    ‘Ah.’
    They ate in silence. She drank water – Mr Hargreaves had advised against anything stronger – but she envied her husband the glass in front of him. She would have liked to blur the disconcerting strangeness, to take the edge off it.
    ‘And how are things at . . . your office?’
    His head was down. ‘All fine. I’ll have to visit the mines in the next couple of weeks, but I’ll want to be sure that you can manage before I go. You’ll have Mrs Cordoza to help, of course.’
    She felt faint relief at the thought of being alone. ‘I’m sure I’ll be all right.’
    ‘And afterwards I thought we might go to the Riviera for a couple of weeks. I have some business there, and the sun might do you good. Mr Hargreaves said it might help your . . . the scarring . . .’ His voice faded.
    ‘The Riviera,’ she echoed. A sudden vision of a moonlit seafront. Laughter. The clinking of glasses. She closed her eyes, willing the fleeting image to become clear.
    ‘I thought we might drive down, this time, just the two of us.’
    It was gone. She could hear her pulse in her ears. Stay calm, she told herself. It will all come. Mr Hargreaves said it would.
    ‘You always seem happy there. Perhaps a little happier there than in London.’ He glanced up at her and then away.
    There it was again, the feeling that she was being tested. She forced herself to chew and swallow. ‘Whatever you think best,’ she said quietly.
    The room fell silent but for the slow scraping of his cutlery on his plate, an oppressive sound. Her food suddenly appeared insurmountable. ‘Actually, I’m more tired than I thought. Would you mind terribly if I went upstairs?’
    He stood as she got to her feet. ‘I should have told Mrs Cordoza a kitchen supper would suffice. Would you like me to help you up?’
    ‘Please, don’t fuss.’ She waved away the offer of his arm. ‘I’m just a little tired. I’m sure I’ll be much better in the morning.’
    At a quarter to ten she heard him enter the room. She had lain in the bed, acutely aware of the sheets around her, the moonlight that sliced through the long curtains, the distant sounds of traffic in the square, of taxis slowing to disgorge their occupants, a polite greeting from someone walking a dog. She had kept very still, waiting for something to click into place, for the ease with which she had fitted back into her physical environment to seep into her mind.
    And then the door had opened.
    He did not turn on the light. She heard the soft clash of wooden hangers as he hung up his jacket, the soft vacuum thuck of his shoes being pulled from his feet. And suddenly she was rigid. Her husband – this man, this stranger – was going to climb into her bed. She had been so focused on getting through each moment that she hadn’t considered it. She had half expected him to sleep in the spare room.
    She bit down on her lip, her eyes tight shut, forcing her breathing to stay slow, in semblance of sleep. She heard him disappear into the bathroom, the sluice of the tap, vigorous brushing of teeth and a brief gargle. His feet padded back across the carpeted floor, and then he was sliding between the covers, causing the mattress to dip and the bedstead to creak in protest. For a minute he lay there, and she fought to maintain her even breaths. Oh, please, not yet , she willed him. I hardly know you .
    ‘Jenny?’ he said.
    She felt his hand on her hip, forced herself not to flinch.
    He moved it tentatively. ‘Jenny?’
    She made herself let out a long breath, conveying the

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