The Second Coming
alone in the world. Your mama dead, your daddy dead, and ainât nobody left in the house but you and me. (Thatâs not bad. He thought of the novelty of walking home from school in the afternoons to the big house empty except for DâLo shuffling around in her flattened-out mules. Strange! But not bad.) Sweet Jesus, what we gon do? (One thing we gon do, DâLo, is you gon turn me loose.) He stiffened. She was angry. He knew she would be. He already knew enough about people to know what displeased them. He knew how to please people, even black people. He was everybodyâs nigger. He was even the niggersâ nigger. (Her lower lip ran out. There came across her face the new peevish black- vs. -white expressionâfor a second he saw that she wasnât sure he hadnât stiffened because of the new white- vs. -black business. She let go.) You poor little old boy, you donât know nothing. You donât even know what you need to know. You donât even know enough to know what you ainât got. (She wasnât angry now. He knew she wouldnât be.) But donât you worry, honey. You all alone in the world and you gon be alone a long time but the good Lawd got something special in mind for you. (He has?) Sho he has. (How do you know that?) Because he got the whole world in his hand, even a mean little old boy like you. (How do you know that?) Because, bless God, I know. You laughing at me, boy? (No, DâLo.) You full of devilment but you messing with the wrong one this time. Now you get on up to the kitchen and we gon have us some pork chops and butter beans and then we gon set down on the back porch and listen to the radio. (Well, it beats sitting on the front porch and listening to Brahms.) What you say, boy? (Nothing.)
Then the spot became part of a country club, the exact patch of grass in the concavity of a kidney-shaped bunker on number-six fairway. For twenty years winter and summer thousands of golf balls, cart tires, spiked shoes crossed the spot.
After twenty years the country club became a subdivision. The spot was the corner of a lot where a ranch-style house was built for a dentist named Sam Gold. Weeds grew in the fence corner where not even the Yazoo Master mower could reach and covered an iron horseshoe for ten years. Though Sam Gold was a Jew, places meant nothing to him. One place, even Jerusalem, was like any other place. Why did he, Will Barrett, who was not a Jew, miss the Jerusalem he had never had and which meant nothing to Sam Gold, who was a Jew?
After twenty-five years the subdivision became a shopping center, with a paved parking lot of forty acres. The spot was now located in the mall between the Orange Julius stand and the entrances to H&R Block. The mall was crowded with shoppers for twenty years.
Now it was deserted. When he came to years from now, he was lying on the spot. The skylight of the mall was broken. The terrazzo was cracked. Grass sprouted. Somewhere close, water ran. Old tax forms blew out of H&R Block. A raccoon lived in the Orange Julius stand. No one was there. Yet something moved and someone spoke. Maybe it was DâLo. No. Was it Allie? No, nobody. No, somebody was there all right. Someone spoke: Very well, since youâve insisted on it, here it is, the green-stick Rosebud gold-bug matador, the great distinguished thing.
The ocean was not far away.
As he turned to see who said it and who it was, there was a flash of light then darkness then light again.
III
SUNLIGHT SHONE IN his eyes, then someone came between, then sunlight shone in his eyes again.
âCould it be? It is. Is that you, Will?â
âYes,â he said, instantly awake, a thousand miles from his dreams, as unsurprised as if he were back in his office again. âWhoâ?â Holding a hand against the sun, he tried to make out the dark eclipsed face inside its bright corona of hair. What he recognized was the Alabama quirky-lilting voice and the way the round bare shoulder hitched up a little. âKitty.â He sat up.
âYou stood me up, you dog. You no good scounâl beast. Look at you. Youâre a mess! Happy birthday yesterday.â
âWhat? Oh.â
âWe had a date in your summerhouse. Donât you remember?â
He smiled. âWhat day was that?â What year was that? It pleased him that she was no more than mildly outraged and evidently found nothing remarkable in his absence or his appearance or
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