The Thanatos Syndrome
âI would think you of all people, Tom, would be glad of that.â
âI am.â
âTell me one thing, Tom.â Bob Comeaux puts a hand on my shoulder.
âWhat?â
âWere your kids molested in any way?â
âNo.â
âOâkay.â He stands up briskly. âLook. I think I see a simple way out of this silly business.â
âYes?â
âJust to show you what we think of you, you old turkey, weâre going to convene a little ad hoc meeting of the med-ethics parole board right here, today, in this room, and get this dumb-ass business squared away for once and all.â
âWhere is Gottlieb?â
âHeâll be here. Two oâclock. Okay?â
âSure.â
âWeâre going to make you a proposition you canât refuse, ha ha.â
âWhat?â
âYou know, I think. We want you aboard. Weâre losing Van Dorn, but if we can sign you on as senior consultant in cortex pharmacology, weâll be ahead of the game.â
âAnd if I donât?â
Bob is holding the panama at armâs length, eyeing it, evening up the brim. âThat would be your choice. It would be out of our hands.â
âBack to Fort Pelham.â
âLook, Tom. Tom, please turn around and look at me.â
I turn my chair around and look at him. He has put his hat on and is standing, feet wide apart, hands clasped behind his back.
âHear this, Tom. Iâll make it short and sweet. Weâre not talking about some bush-league medical projectâfluoridating water to cure tooth decay. Weâre not even talking about curing AIDS. Weâre not even talking medicine, Tom. Weâre talking about the decay of the social fabric. The American social fabric. Iâm not telling you anything you donât already knowâall the way from the destruction of the cities, crime in the streets, demoralization of the underclass, to the collapse of the family. I donât have to tell you this, because you already know. What Iâm telling you is that weâll be here at two oâclock and that we need you.â
âAll right. Iâll be here.â
He gazes at me, eyes going fine, then laughs. âWell, Iâll be damned. Gottlieb said youâd give me static.â
âNo static. Iâll be here.â
He looks at me curiously. âAre you all right?â
âIâm fine.â
âYou seemââ
âIâm fine.â
âTerrific!â He actually claps his hands. âIâll be on my way. A wedding of the daughter of an old friend right down the road. At Kenilworth. Tom, I got news for you. There is still grace, style, beauty, manners, civility left in the world. Itâs not all gone with the wind. You know whoâs coming up for the reception? Pete Fountain and his Half Fast Band. And Al Hirt. Both are personal friends of mine. I wish you could join me.â
âSo do I.â
He taps on the door for the guard. When the door opens, he steps out, but then, bethinking himself, steps back and waves me toward him.
âTom, I want you to see something. Okay, Officer? Itâs okay, Tom. Just step out here for a second.â
Standing on the top deck of the stranded crewboat, we look out over the vast prison farm. Rows of cotton, mostly picked, stretch away into the bright morning sunlight. Hundreds of black men and women, the men bare-chested, the women kerchiefed, bend over the rows, dragging their long sacks collapsed like parachutes. Armed horsemen patrol the levee.
âListen, Tom,â says Bob Comeaux softly.
From all around, as murmurous as the morning breeze, comes the singing.
Swing low, sweet chariot, Coming for to carry me home,
âIsnât that something?â Bob Comeaux almost whispers.
âYes, it is.â
âIt beats Attica and Sing Sing, doesnât it?â
âYes, it does.â
âWhy do you think theyâre so content with their lot?â
âI couldnât say.â
âYes, you could, if you thought of itâyou of all people, with your knowledge.â
âI see.â
âTheyâre not only making restitution for their crimes, paying their victims, theyâre enjoying it. Can you force anyone to sing like that?â
âNo.â
âIâll tell you another little secret of our success.â
âWhatâs that?â
âWe allowâahemâconjugal
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